yesterday when to see doc. doc say i got stomach flu. haiz.. mi also kanna so this mean...all my family kanna stomach flu.. but all recover lers. lols. anyways, i do my IC just now. hahas.. yeppys. finally after so long!.. yeppys. after making my ic when to city to find jere. lols. go foodcourt eat lunch. it was around 3.. hmmm.. didn't eat much. no wei kou. hahs.. okays will stop here for now.

23/12.

when to queenstown to hab a chruch dinner with lijun, stephanie, sokeng and gladys. know lots of friends over dere. was quite fun. hahs. and i finally know who is RUIXIANG. i like his hair and the way he dress. not bad. lols. heard stories of bu xing ren shi. was quite sad. especially a girl called sarah. hahs. she was born with extra genes so her development was ab-normal. haiz.. xiao xiao nian ji jiu zhe yang.. sad. after the dinner when home with camarine. her dad drive mi home. her didi is so cute jor. damn handsome lars. if i were his age i think i will like him. lols. okays. when home den slp. tats all.

24/12

wake up at 10. bathe den when out with mummy and daddy. go taopayoh. daddy wanna change phone. hahas. he got the 6288. brought some clothes den went to hab breakfast.feel a bit headache lers. went to angmokio to get my ankle FIX. lols. the uncle say i didn't sprain my leg. i just hurt my nerve. lols. den went to temper. pray ler den headed home.it was 5 plus when i reach home. bathe, get ready to go out. feel sorry to let darren, yang, yen, ben to wait..hahas...first stop was plaza sing. muz fill our stomach with food first. when to ajisen to eat. OMG. its so ex. 17 man. when calculating the cost, i accidentally hit ben's leg. did i mention his leg is broken?hmmm..okay.. ben got his leg hurt when playing basketball.yeah, i nearly cried. but manage to hold back.hahas.after the dinner, i think i eat too full den after a while, i went toliet to remove all the food. ewww.. the toilet bowl is filled with my food. haiz.. so sorry for the cleaners.after vomiting, my stomach give mi lots of problems. can't even walk properly man. hahs. we got out of plaza sing den walk to orchard. orchard rocks. everyone is holding at least one snowflake. when crossing the traffic light, everyone start to spray. hahas. baby went to spray darren and keng cos they two dont wan to get dirty. lols. i was also chasing them but i lost them half way. i was lost at that moment. cos my wallet and hp wasn't with mi. i hab nothing with mi. but luckly i found darren and keng. lols. also, i was a victim in the snowflake war. hahas. whole body kanna the soap. lols. we took the train home. althought dere are some unhappy things happen but overall is fun. lols. i look forward to next year. hahas.

25/12
wake up damn early. lols. didi and jiejie was super nosy. lols. woke up and found my stomach pain. not tat kind of pain. but the other kind. hmm.. i dont know how to say but its like this. eat abit of gigabite and water. rest awhile and went to vomit. haiz.. my body seem to reject all the food i ate. hmm.. dont know what to do. see how first bahs..

CHR BAND ROX!..reach sch around 8.20 to hab my amaths exam. it was quite easy. i mean, i expected something harder. lols. after the test when to band practise. they were having full band at tat tyme. conductor teaching woodwinds. so the brasses just sit behind and rest. conductor was quite angry with us so he say " no game for today. cancel all the game and change it to sectional." hahas. all sian diao. but i'm not that obedient. so dere's still game. hahs. after 2.30 hrs of sectional, WATER BOMBS!.. lols. okay. we wanted to play water bombs but in the end can't. cos was running miao and gou. so we watch movie first. around 6 we hab our dinner. was super early. but we cant be so selfish right?if we dont take the dinner den the staff working dere cant go home.

after the dinner mi, baby and mrs loh when to collet all the christmas presents from the members. guess what, i drop one present. and it is fragile!.. i hope the thing inside doesn't spoil. lols. Darren also gave mi a present. is a candle stand and candle. lols. is super nice. hahas. thanks!. and i love him. hahas. so we brought all the christmas presents to staffroom and re-wrap all the present with the same wrapping paper. hahas. the all look alike. except, the size.. hahas. done with the presents den treasure hunt clues. tat was super last min. lols. mi, yang and nick ran all over the sch at nite to put the clues. in the middle deres some problems. like, "the gate is lock!..how can we go to the abandon stairs?" "OMG. i've lost one clue. this team how to win?" lols. but all this problems were eventually solved. at the start of the game, we set rules. to cover up for the lost of one clue, nick actually came out with this "some of the grps will reach the same point but deres onli one clue. so the one tats slow get stuck and hab to random find the clues around the sch." actually, all the 4 grp hab different path but cos i lose one clue, so one grp will get stuck. but luckily, they can find other peoples clue. lols. in the end, this grp tat are suppose to lose wont the first prize and get to choose the christmas present first. lols. is so fun. hahas. but the bad thing is i sprain my ankle when i was running. haiz. now can;t even walk properly. how to go work tml?!? lols.

back to the treasure hunt. the game onli finishes at 1.30am. hahas. gals get their things and headed to the bathroom. guys i think they just change up. hahas. den around 2.30 lights off. it was so cold in the nite. hahas. i even hab to use my extra clothes as blankets. hahas. in the moring wroke up and eat breakfast. 7.30. 8.30 do drill all the way to 11.00am. from 11 to 12 is for gals and guys to clean up their dorm. some gals when to bathe too. like mi!. lols. the others dont care whether they smell bad or smell good. hahs. den we hab band practises all the way untill 5. den soyonara. hahas.

okays. i'll end here and happy reading. i needa slp. *yawn*

yeppis... tml is mui birthday. hahas. today recieve 3 birthday present.. one is from gigimummy. she brought mi ice-cream.. yummy!..hahas. the second one is from antie june. she let mi paint coaster for free.. the actually cost of it is $40!!.. ex man.. but is so cute!.. lols. the third one is from my laogong. hahas. he gave my a jacket. OMG.. i love that jacket man. lols.

anyway, i hope i can pass the amaths. tml. lols. lets hope. oh yah. tml also band camp!. i havent even prepare the things!.. arrgh.. gonna get up super early tml. hahs. okays.. end here k? lols. see ya!.. muacks. byes. I LOVE MY BLOG!..

you you..today julene's birthday. hahs. shen ri kuai le!..lols.today physic sure pass de lo. cos is the end of year paper. lols. all the answer in my brain le so can't be wrong nah. hahas. okay..left on exam. Amaths..jue wang le.. walk one step count on step bahs.. hahas. direct translation. yeah.. after a long rest finally can go work ler.. xi wang tml dont see veronica hua mummy. haiz.. her mummy damn mei li mao.. lols.

went to sakura with jere, mummy, daddy, didi, daddy's friend and daddy's friend wife. hahas. we eat LOTS man. keep going for next round. hang dere for more than 2 hours. quite fun. especially when my didi play with jere. lols. i was happily singing. so sorry tat i sang badly. but tat's my VOICE!. hahas. hope hab this kind of outing again. of cos i hope my sis can join us too. lols.

haiz.. tml is physic test ler. hope i can apply all i hab learn. GOD!PLS LET MI PASS THIS EXAM. OMG.. i'm so scare. i scare i will fail!...arrgh.. anyway, i'm struck with maple. so gotto go!.. BYES.

hahs.. so long never post ler. hmm.. let mi start off with 13/12 bahs. lols

went to east coast with baby, deardear, hubby, honey and baby's hubby. lols. mi and baby rent inline skates. lols. was quite horrible.. but lucky got jere and chunloeng. if not we will fall badly. lols. after playing went to play with water. hahas. soaked with water!.. lols. BABY AND HER BF SO SWEET. lols. i think she will qi si when she read this post. lols. play for a while den bathe. share one towel with baby.. so wen xin!.. hahas. we enjoy ourselve lots.. honey also enjoy playing her pop corn!. lols. she keep restarting the game. lols. on the way home i fall aslp. lols. too tired ler lars..but still very fun!.. i'll rmb tat day. lols.

hahas..after band when to viva with carol, wan xuan and yean lin. lols. so fun. tok abt lots of fun stuff. hahs. after eating when home to play comp and slp. took MRT to city hall and went to find belinda. hahs. can't find her man. lols but finally can find her. lols. den we called daniel, cos we dont know how to walk to vic concert hall. hahas!.. it was damn funny lo. i dont know how to go dere and blah blah blah. lols. lucky got ppl also going dere. so follow them. hahs. den saw daniel and his friends. lols. hougang sec was really good!.. them even play the song "KAN KAN" hahas. o2 jam ppl with know this song. hahs. near to the end, the ppl sang the song "believe" is a jap song. quite nice. lols. some even play and jump.. of cos got dancing. lols. i wonder if lydia saw mi. miss her damn lots. saw qian ying too. so was very mature. my didi arron also got go!!!.. lols. so happy. keep on smacking him with the brochure. lols. after the concert went home with belinda and dear. lols. before going to meet up with dear, belinda and i lost our way!.. lols.. u can see two little gals running on the road.. it was so fun. hahs. wonder when we can go out like this again.. hahas. i also hope for the horn outing. lols. shall end here ler.. buais!..

yaya yipe yipe yaya. lols. one more day earlier to my birthday ler!. lols. one more day earlier to daniel's birthday!. hahs. hope all my wishes will be granted.. lols today's work so fun!. although is doing the usual stuff, but i get to know 4 manga students!.. they really can draw man. lols. and their funky dressing rocks!. hahs. one is really funny and the others are a bit quiet. hope next tyme we can tok more. lols. i need extra goodfriends dere not onli dawn, xiao ting jiejie, mummy gigi, teacher stella, teacher mel and joel!.. lols.

after band when to vivo city with darren korkor, nicanor daddy, weijiangege, tzeyang korkor, Don uncle, carol meimei and yeanlin xiao mei!..hahas...daddy didnt want to play jiajiajiu with mi hai wo cannot enjoy the game..hahs..but we spend lots of times together!so fun!..just now watch open season. hahs!was so cold. lols. i hab to stuff my hand into my xiaohei body. lols..anyways after the movie we all went to china town to hab our dinner!..carol meimei didnt eat. hope she didnt get gastric..lols..after tat we went home.. Lalalala...lols...

hahs. got my pay today and went to buy a wallet!...yepps!.. finally. hahs. today is really fun. Dawn hab her paintings rdy and was having an exibition. lols. believe it or not, her canvas cost $25,000. hahs. she's my best friend at work. lols. we play the alphabets game. lols. she won!..lols. she very cute lor. but the bad thing is she was force to take up art klas. her mum wan her to be an artist. rich mummy, always like to build a path for their kids and never ask them what they like. lols. tml dawn going off ler. to other country for holiday. hahs. Dawn is really a good gal. she wanted mi to accompany her to the Hello Kitty concert tonite, but i reject.lols. i took a couple of pics of her and her paintings. lols. she is really talented but she really dont wan to follow the path her mum give her. lols. she wan to be a designer. hope next tyme she can meng xiang cheng zhen.

she wanted mi to delete this. hahs. becos of this she even try to carry mi!.. lols

her and her painting.

Canvas..hahas. FLOWER!

cute huh? DAWN is super CUTE!.. lols

FLOWER AGAIN!. okays. she loves flower and tats the onli thing she can draw very well.

this is the small convas. nicely done. but she not going to sell this. cos her mum dont wan her to sell this. basically, she doesn't hab any chance to say anything. her mum makes all the decision. poor gal.

Friends forever!
so sweet!
hahs. Evil mi!
lovely!..
didn't pose!..yuck!.
opps!.. i'm not looking at the cam!. lols.

OMG!..6F ROCKS!.. lols. we meet at a Mac at around 2.30. most ppl were late, including mi. but i'm the forth person to reach dere. lols. jia qing, yvonne, grace were dere already. follow by mi, yan ping, joanna and dot dot dot. i forget who came next. lols. we waited very long for miss lian to appear. lols. finally she came. when to get some food. lols. miss lian treated us fries.. lols. the fries taste great when it was share between lots of people. it was really fun. Yvonne, Yan Ping, Grace, Joanna, Shogun, Ding Cheng, Jia Qing, Jie Xian, Yu Hang, Ming Hong came man!.. lols. everyone didn't really change so can recongnise. hahs. i think Joanna change the most. lols. she was mature!. lols. after the gathering, Yan Ping, Yvonne, Mi, Yu hang, Jia Qing, Jie Xian, Ming Hong went to take neoprints!. hahas. i'll try to upload the pics but my com is driving mi CRAZY!. hahs. Yu Hang called just now and make arrangements with mi for tml's nite. hahs. believe it of not, we gonna play maple together!. not sure whether he will get his comp FIX!. lols. okays. my turn to 'explore" my wonderful comp. i'lll make sure he don't give mi trouble the next tyme. lols.

OMG!...dawn is really great.. she can draw on canvas very well. i'll post on of her drawing.. she is still working on it but i took a photo of the unfinished work.. lols. den at around 4.45, a grp of manga students came it. wow!..they are great. they created new manga characters. lols. anyways, i'll never take up manga klass. cos the way the ppl dress are too extraodinary!.. lols..
keng, kk and yang are back!!!..lols..tok abt lots of things...lols.

wow!...so long never use comp ler. lols. was working so no time. hahs. today off day, no need to work. tml needa work again. lols. KIDS!. i LOVE KIDS!. they are wonderful!. lols. working in studioharoobee is fun. all i need to do was take the attendence and chop their cards. lols. sometimes needa bring the children dere to toliets. lols. is so so so FUN!. lols. now i'm learning how to tok to the parents and introduce the plans. lols. the art pieces they draw was impressive!. age of 4 can even draw better then mi. lols. they not onli attend drawing and painting lessons, they also attend the canvas and oil painting klass!.. maybe one day i'll join them. lols. a 14 year old kid attend drawing lessons with 4-10 year old kid!..lols.

eye still haven't recover. wonder when the sore eye will recover. lols. tml going out with hubby lo. hope his mei school is interesting. lols. now looking up for the location of andersen's ice cream. hmm.. tml maybe going to the shop to eat!. hahs. later needa cum out with a band formation. military band mah. needa use it to show off to the sec 1 kids. hahs.

didnt go out today. so sian. just now play sdo finally lvl up lers!.. now lvl 30!. hahs.
after i post, i gonna bathe. so smelly!.. hahas. bucum smelly pig lers.
now listening to friendsforever bye vitaminC. SoNICE!.. hahs.
the person didn't call mi!.. wonder when i can work. haiz.I NEED MONEY!.
lols..

ytd hab sore eye. sian. can't go out.actually arrange with dixon ler den in the end hui yue. hope he don't guai wo bahs. lols.called hubby den he cum my hus lols.was slacking. hmm.. den go eat dinner. at nite when for a walk and return hm. reach hm onli daddy wan mi go with him to work!. lols!.. so interesting. hahs. sit in the lorry joke and laugh on the way to vic concert hall. loaded some painting and stuff. guess what, i sit behind the lorry!.. so dark but so FUN!. lols. transported the stuff to the "shop". hahas. my daddy got mi a job at dere!. lols. so happy. but still not confirm. mus wait till they call mi. lols. hope i can start work on sat. lols. this also mean i will miss ALL my band practises.hmm... gonna tui bu ler. lols.

today u really enjoy myself. morning went to causeway with carol and yean lin. carol wanted to pierce her ear. lols. i think is the third one liao.lols. but too bad. 11.15 the shops are not open yet. so we when to choose a present for her friends. hmm.. she brought a tortor. lols. guess what's tat bahs. lols. den when to meet up with jo, kk, keng, yang and er jie. lols. we go to Lavender to hab our lunch. lols. after we slack dere, walk to suntect. lols. WALK okay? lols. den play awhlie. den go back home. lols. dotz dotz dotz.

hab my dinner den set off with my daddy to pasir ris. lols. "happy" lols. we when to the lilbrary and pick up art pieces done by st hidas secondary. lols. they "kids" dere were greAt!. hahas. they thought i was sec 1 or even pri 6!.. cool!. i'm so young. lols. dere was two guys left alone after the help to put the things in the truck.wanted to squeeze with mi in the front. but onli two person is allow to sit infront. so one guy hab to move to the back. lols. poor guy. okay lar. the way to his skol wasn't far. so he didn't suffer tat much. lols. they got out of the car and carry their stuff down. lols. said "goodbye"and that's it. cum home. today was really interesting. lols.

hmm...didn't really feel happy thesedays. hope i can find something tml bahs. maybe go swimming. months since i last went dere. lols.

Moo!...lols. just now when to skol to get my books. wha sei. so few onli sei. lols.den went to cheers to get the MOO ice cream. hahas. so cute lars. lols. the stick even hab the cow!.. lols. gonna keep the stick. lols. now eating my lunch. lols. i cook myself de. lols. so nice lar..sorry for being BHB but i can't help it. is my first tyme cooking zhou.hahas.

hahs. today went to skol with my dark skin. lols. when ytd too. lots say i'm UGLY!yeah. i knew it. hahas. didn;t really do anything. planned to go library later. at around 3.30. now is 3.26. hahs. okays. afew lines and tats it. needa return and borrow books. hope to get some good ones to acc my through the boring week.just now didn't go for physic lesson. didn't wan to go cos i miss too mani lesson ler. no use going the last one. so might as well dont go.lols. hmmm.. nowadays keep thinking abt the NCO camp. lols. i really enjoy being at the camp. although is just 5 days, but i can sense the bonding between everyone. is so strong. it has been a wonderful camp. hope everyone can still keep in touch. although we may not spend lots of tyme like how we did in the camp but hope we can still be friends and forever together!.

yippy!..finish my blogskin. hurray!. lols. steal the blogskin from other ppl and edit abit. lols. but the creditsstill goes to the girl. hahs. i'm now addicted to the song I'm Lost Without You. hahas.. super nice lo. part of lyrics is at the opening note. lols. just now when to library and borrow two books. one is "the great interactive dream machine" and "gruesome twosome".hahas. planned to start the dream machine first den the other one. hope to finish both by 2 weeks. one weel not enuff. hahas. actually enuff lar if i just scan through. lols. anyway, today in skol i keep telling er jie i hate darren. lols. Darren SUCKS!.. okays. i can feel free to write anything here cos he DONT visit my blog. lols.

arrgh!.. i'm so so so sian!.. jie got her friends to play with den i got nothing!... staring at this dead screen and my amaths 5yrs series.. finish revising one chapt. whole day one chapt!. arrgh!. wanted to join my sis and her friends but my stomach super pain lars. BAD BANANA. make my stomach ache. lols. hmm.. i'm like so free untill dec.
shedule:
17DEC:CaroLunch
24NOV:hubby
26NOV:mummy birthday
30NOV:Gathering
1DEC:ACSI concert(ppl interested contact mi)
7DEC:HougangCencert(same.contact mi)
20DEC:BandCamp
23DEC:Church
25DEC:Christmas
i'm gonna rot everyday like a livingdead.

today wake up damn late. hahs. around 11,i think. lols. "baby>thanks for the shirt.is really nice!"i wanted to say this ytd, but forgot abt it. hahs. after i had my breadfast, i read jere's comics, MAR. finish 13, 14 and 15 den fell aslp. hahas. guess what, i dream of the MAR world. hahas.. so fun lars. den suddenly the hus phone ring. i when to pick up the phone den slp back.. hahas. but no more MAR lers. lols.today didn't really do anything. was slping all the way. my mummy was quite shock cos she see my dark skin!. lols. "OMG!how can i go skol in this state?DARK SKIN!. arrgh!. sure lots of ppl laugh at mi de!" suddenly dont feel like going to sch on monday. hahas. can't face the reality.

the whole day was slping so didn't get to touch my hp. when i finally rmb i hab a hp, i saw 3 miss call and 11 msg. hahas. some were from hubby, afew from john and arron. den lots from the NCO ppl!.. tha camp won't be fun without these ppl. they brought laughter to the camp. hahs!. i'll never forget u guys!. keep in touch always!.

today pass out from the NCO camp ler!.. yeps!!...today is really fun man. got up super early cos was scare no time to prepare my things. nearly late cos yang late. hahas. partly my fault too. lols. lucky still hab tyme to warm up and do some stuff. parade rehersal start. band majors hab to march in with songs den at the last phrase march on the spot. instrument down. instrument up again.the drum majors will march in to the field with us playing F the ppl, F the nation. hahas. march march march den stop. instruments down and wait for the guest to cum. she took ages to walk here man. band and drum majors feet are becuming jelly...finally she came and BM will hab to play fanfare follow by salute no.6 and the march pass. after that played semp for the DM to march out. waited for the cue to go and march infront to the audience. move back to the original place and changes the formation.diamond now. i'm at the side man!. so malu. i forget the steps and was to busy counting the beats untill i move the wrong leg. hahas. okay lars. other than these little mistake, overall is nice. kk, keng, Don, Nicanor,Darren,Chunleong,Benleong,Peibao and Jeremy came. they came late and miss the show. hahas. was a bit sad but quite relieve cos they didn't see mi chu chou. hahas!..

took the wrong bus and ended up at toapayoh. hab dinner at BK. lols. den walk walk abit. peibao, mi, kahyen, chunleong and jeremy when to play hide and seek with them cos we were so bored!. hahas. in the end we when to find them. hahs. den came back.

wha..tml last day lers. 5 days just pass like this. i think will bu she de all the band and drum majors dere. hahas. and of cos the mr siao and NG. lols. really wish we could stick together forever. but not possible bahs. everyone got lots of events everyday. some got concert, some needa go sch and blah blah blah. haiz.. hope tml's performance and be successful. i hope i dont pai sei infornt of everyone. lols. now tryingto get the abba gold inside my head. lols.

pic taken with a few horns!.

ytd didn't get enuff slp, so was a bit tired during the camp. waited for tzeyang in the morning untill we nearly late for the camp!. hahas. went dere saw christina. hahas. she rocks man!. keep introducing forself to everyone. den we were ask to form group of 15 and play ice breaking games. my grp consist of...christina, sick ass, yang, mi, aaron, sherine,mega, zhati, jane, glean, ray, one siling de, handsome(hahas), one sec 2 de and last one i forgot ler. hahas!. was having so much fun. we merge with other grp. tat makes up 30 ppl!. 30 name to remember. lucky i can still cope. lols. quite cute neh. christina is like thinking of all sorts of punishments for us. eg,running around shouting ur name, confess to a gal and get her number,scream across the hall and make sure everyone look at u. hahas!. the camo was great. of cos there was tough ones. like the music rehersal.we needa memorise all 12 pieces. and march in the field. arrgh. tml is really tough. after this i really needa buck up!. GAMBATTE!. lols .pics pics pics!...enjoy!..


walking bells!..interesting.
percussion. the guy is aaron!.cute?lols
wonderful french horn section!17man!.
more beggers!
beggers.eating their food!

hahs. ytd i hab so much fun at my cousin's hus. lols. mi and my sis were like jumping all abt at the void deck while waiting for my ucle to cum back. hahas. hundreds of photo being shot. lols. some are super crazy. both of us kissing the wall, posing like superman, and lots !. hahas. den adults were playing majong till morning.so i got home at 5. bathe and everything, slept at 5.30. hahas. i won't forget abt ytd. lols.

hippes!..i hate my parents. got another scolding!.. my FAULT again. arrgh!.parents always think tat they are right and never wrong. haiz. lucky my di isn't hm just now. i don wanna spoil the "goodsis" title.
"i rmb i place it here ytd nite and surely it doesn't hab legs to walk away."
"yeps i know!. but when i was tidying up ur place i didn't see it!"den i found it under his trolly and dere he was again.
"see i knew it was around here."
"i've got nothing to say but i didn't touch it!."
"u said tat too when i lost my IC."
i really hab nothing to say man. he just can't take his mind out of it!..lyeah. lucky tml i wont get to see him. CAMP. yeahs. hurray!.

got a scolding just now. FROM DAD. haiz. he always scold mi de. nvm lars. over ler. today sure not very happy des. hahas!..later mus practise horn. today mus try to rmb all the 11 pieces. monday needa go nco camp. yeah!. no lesson for mi. hahas!.. yeppes!. hope the camp can be interesting. hahs. plan to wear red tee and black shorts. hahas. now gonna do huswork. later cuming back. buais!.

back!.okay first was my dad and now my mum!. pls man!. can u guys stop being so chlidish. i mean maybe i'm the chlidish one but u guys are really not acting like an adult!. arrgh!.

DAD: i admit tat i misplace ur IC and cause u to hab diffculty in doing ur job. so u are rite to scold mi or even KILL mi. but u r really wrong if u make mi lose my pride infront of a teacher. u know i almost cried!.. i really dont know how man. but i still hold back the tears. yep!. brave of mi!!.. now wat?scold mi cos i went to sch late?!?! is not responsibilty to bring him to sch!. i'm a sister rite. but u mus know he's old enuff to go to sch on HIS OWN!..okay. jere cheer mi up and tat's it. after i brought my dinner, clothes were all over the floor. i thought u wanted them to be folded!. in the end u scold mi cos they were dirty and it's again my fault for not taking them out to wash!. ARRGH!. pls man!. how i know whether they are dirty or clean??u never say they were dirty. and dere's ur clothes rites?why can't u take them out?NO HANDS?i had enuff man. tml i will kill myself and tats it!. I WAN A NICE FUNERAL.

MUM:u came back and without listening to my explanations, u scolded mi. scold mi cos i misplace dad's IC. "daddy hab already scolded mi.what else do u wan?"i'm really piss off!!..is scolding addicted?u keep scolding and scolding. this time, u scold mi cos u think i didn't hang the clothes out to dry them. but i DID!. now u say i onli hang them at nigth!. OMG. i did it in the afternoon k?"why not morning?""cos it was rainning in the morning!"i cried..

okay. now sitting infront of the screen crying. thousands of tissue being use up!..okay end here.

why i dont hab a prefect parents?!?!he scold mi again after the morning incident. arrgh!!.. he keeps scolding and scolding and scolding. i almost cried infront of Miss Yam man!. freak. i just think that he onli thinks he's rite and never take other ppl's advice. OMG.!. feel like crying man!. he just DONT understand teenages. "why can't u go in the morning and hab to let ur brother teacher wait like hell?"okay fine!. my tears are dropping arrgh. will continue later!.

today went to skol to hab extra lessons. hahs. english first. was told to read the article and do a five lines summary. i did it wrongly. sian. lols. follow by chem. chem went to klass3/6.i wasn't paying any attention. as busy with Jolene's and Jooyu's birthday cards. hahs. drew lots of stick man!. hahs. dont lunch tyme!. yox. brought chinese cook food!. first one to finish it!. hahs. carry-on with amaths homework. heard tat ppl will be chase out if he/she didn't do work. lols. ytd didn't go but still needa obey this rule.

hmmm.. finish my work when Mr Toh was going through the answers. quite heng. lols. den 3-3 people came to join us. brian said:here cums the combine science. arrgh!. so insulting. anyway, i know he doesn't mean it. lols.Jooyu was struck in between xiao hei and her friends. her friends brought her movie tickets and want her to join them. however, she hab arrange with xiao hei and other ppl for a meeting. in the end, she went with her friends to movie. caught in between.lucky xiao hei is a good guy and doesn't mind. she feel really bad. hahs. after she hab decide to go with her friends, she found out tat she dont hab enuff cash. tried to borrow from mi but i'm BROKE!. hahas. den she turn to nigel. Nigel is really a perfect guy. not perfect in education, but perfect in helping out his friends. lols. saw a true side of him. pearlyn and the others were also joking around. hahas. first tyme to relaxing during amaths lesson. hahas. thanks to them!.

after amaths klass, went to staffroom with jolene to find mr than. hahs. he was in the exam hall. hahas. we really joke lots man. after the students hab all go away, we stand infront of the glass walls and blow hot air.!hahas. den write words..damn lame lars. but fun!. after that went to destory school property.hahas!.. den waited and waited for mr than to appear. not a single soul come out man. hahas. out of curiousity, we went to play with the password code. hahas. press one button and place our finger dere. hoping the door to open. hahs!.. a teacher spotted us but she didn't scold. hahs. she even said tat the trick of the machine is to press the right button. hahs.finally mr than came out. he pass the eoy paper to jolene and we leave. lols.

my hand is aching all over. cant even type properly. arrgh. hope it will recover by tml. just now hab a fight wit my brother.

有时我真得很希望自己所做的一切能有回报.但就算没有回报也不会感到很伤心,因为我知道我所做的一切不是为了自己而是为了让别人过得更好。现在觉得自己好不要脸哦！居然会把自己说得那么好,不可思议哦！哈哈。过了这么久我终于笑了。今天过得还真快。时间一下就过了。回想起来我今天好像没什么做事呢！今天就这样结束了。明天希望会过得更好。狗狗明天就要走了，希望下次他还会记得我！

arh!..blahblahblahblah.today baby fly off lers!.. lols. didi hab new hp! arrgh!!...k800 man. oMG. i WAN HIS HP!. lols. but too bad his memory stick onli got 64mb. hahs. can't put lots of songs. hahs. okays. i gonna change my hp end of year. lols. pls let mi get my money soon!. hahs.

doggy at my hus ler.. she ytd nite didn't slp. now slping. hahs. cute rites?at nite dont slp, slp at afternoon. hahs. ytd brought her out for morning and evening walk. she keeps eating rubbish tat are on the floor!. haiz. gonna stop her and scold her. hahs. just now was playing sdo. finally 46 more games to draw the score. hahs. tml is the last day of my clothes. needa buy new ones. lols. but no $$. how?!? lols. last solution. buy the card. lols. okays. enuff of this crapping. end here!.

s.o.s is really nice!!..arrgh!!!..."i'll never forget you".hahas. one of the nicest sentence. lols. really nice man. even my bro love it. hahas. was stuck to the tv for quite sometime. today didn't go out. stay at home be guai kia. help in tidy up my drawer and comp table. and also my bedroom!. hahas. later doogy com my hus!..so excited jor.. tml wont be sian ler. going to hus to get my sweet!..HAPPY HALLOWEEN!. hahas.beware of mi jor!..hahas.

yesterday keep watch s.o.s. hahas strawberry on the shortcake. lichuen lend mi de. hahs. the love story is really fantastic!. planned to watch again today. hahas!. tonite doggy is cuming to my hus!!. hahs!. my grandma ask mi to take care of the dog. this means to prevent the dog from being tortured. lols. got money de wors..lols. wed going to cca branch again. gonna go for the nco camp briefing. look forward to tat. this also mean that i will miss most of my holiday lesson. hahas. needa work harder on all the subjects. lols. jia you yinjie!..lols.

25-10
when to library with my hubby. hahas. borrow 3 books. 2 xiao shou and one english one. den take the train to orchard. hahas. he say he wan to find a book. lols. den go lor. when to shop abit. den rain!. lols.. den at night went to take my report book. hahas. yeppy!...mummy giving mi money. lols. no need to work ler.
26-10
when to sch. lols. we needed seal our klass room cos cher is going to spray pesticide. alvis and his friends design a really nice toliet. hahas. den deres band practise. lols.ended.

didnt get to use comp yesterday nite, so no blog. hahas. hmm..yesterday nothing happened bahs. i think so. just stay at home. thinking abt other stuff. nowadays so fan!. so mani things to think abt. toay suppose to get report books de but parents not free lo. at nite around 9 den go take. haiz..just now play sdo keep losing sia. actually is 610 win to 680 los de. den i play play play be come 610 win,710 lose. arrgh!!.. so lan!. gonna train up. lols. finish the dload of d.greyman and deathnote. hahas. the next eps will be out next week. sian. still needa wait. but nvm lars. now staring at my jigsaw. still can't finish it. conclusion" dont not start something when u can't finish it." some parts also missing. lols. i dont know where i put them!!!.. all gone!. never mind, i think i shall keep everything wait untill i hab the tyme den do lo. this blog skin is so childish. gonna find some MATURE ones.lols.

yeah.band practise. onli 15 came. wonderful attandence. let mi see who never cum.
Name Reason
kahyen find job
sheena find job
atiqa hari-raya
jenifer dont know
peiyi swimmingtest
Kaiyuan swimmingtest
shenda go friend'shus
cassandra dont know
emi dont know
joel dont know
wanXuan tuition

aiyo so mani reasons man. lols. anyways, i dont really blame them lars. is their choice whether they wanna cum or not mahs. lols. after band when to jere's hus. saw yen. saw went together. lols. she wanted to take her keys, den in the end, end up playing com. hahas. the onli mission i hab to do when i go someone hus, MESSY UP EVERYTHING. hahas. today mah. consider MISSION CLEAR. lols. den hab pillow fight with jere. lose jor. he bully mahs!.. hahas.. just now toking to keisuke kor. he yesterday birthday wors. 23. hahas. so wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY.my cousin also teach me how to dload anime fast!.flashGET!.hahas. ending here. byes.

just finish doing the chrlms. hahas. later gonna go to skol for band. dont feel like going. can i pertend to be sick?hahas..not sure. i hope i'm really sick. lols. i think i needa end here and get going with my game. nowadays really stuck in sdo. lols.

thursday:
when to sch to get my results.
A Maths:F9
E Maths:A2
English:C6
Chinese:A1
Chemstry:B4
Physic:C6
Biology:C5
Combine:D7
dead!...
haiz...
after sch, when to watch deathnote with jere.

Friday:
hmmm...let mi see.. i think i forgot what happend on that day. SKIP.

saturday:
yesterday mahs...my grandma came den my dad and mi send her home. hahas. when back drink wine. tat's all i can think of.

Sunday:
went out with my family to angmokio. to eat steak. hahas. nice man!. den we go home ler. today daddy cook!. nice man!!YOZ!. lols. den now over here blogging. lols. later maybe join the sdo competition. not sure. see how..lols.

cant believe it!.my family just finish a white wine. hahas. each were given 1 glass. lols. my di drink the most. cos he even drink up my mummy's share. lols. my sis was the last to finish hers. lols. first to fall is AH DA.lols. he's aslp..OMG!.my sis is so HOT. she touch mi and i can feel the heat. hahas. today is really fun. ah yah. PHY's birthday too!.. happy birthday to her. lols. anyways, i dont think i can hold any longer. needa slp. lols. everyone is like so "blur". hahas.. sad tat mum can't take alchohol. shes allergy to tat.. lols. gtg. byes.

如果可以让我选,我一定会希望可以和一个傻瓜在一起.
虽然他不懂得浪漫,也不会对你说任何的甜言蜜语,但是当你心情低落时,他会毫不犹豫的弄你开心.
就算只是简单的说笑话,但他还是会令你很开心.
这样的男孩哪里找?

yesterday just wasnt my day. what a consider a best friend was not dere to help mi when "she" was "bullying" mi. haiz. maybe 2e2 students are too well mixed together such tat nothing can break them off. early in the morning she was dere forcing mi to move forward. actually she can just call mi to move infront nicely, instead, she shout at mi!. nasty little brat!..haiz. nevermind. gonna survive with the ex 2e2 for next year, so needa tolerate.btw, what really sadden mi is phy. i thought she was dere to help mi, but she wasnt. we are like drifting away from each other. maybe its better for her to hang out with her original friends. just now went pass preciousthots. saw one really nice pencil case. wanted to buy for her, but i already brought her gift ler. haiz. still considering. maybe going to buy her that. the previous one i will keep. hahs.

watch deathnote with jere. Nice movie but was broken into mani parts. this time round stop at misamisa. hahas. she got her deathnote. tat's all. the next movie is on Jan.waiting for it.

went out shogun to watch STAY ALIVE at yishun. hahas. really nice man. games and dead link together. i could just recall everything tat happened!. OMG!. is so FUN!. hahas. after the movie we went to shop a bit. so sian. nothing to shop. den went to causeway. same. sian. hahas. he sent mi home. on the way, i went to playground to play. hahas. draw something on the walls. hahas. vidanlise(spell wrong?) hahas. anyways, i really enjoy the movie. hahas. okays. end here. deres sch tml!!!!...

ytd the gals really enjoy ourselves. hahas. spelling mistake huh? anyways, is really fun. we went to mac first to hab MY lunch and went to vivocity. hahas disappointing. thought dere were lots dere. but nothing much. so sian. hahs.after tat went to plazaSing. lols. walk dere. den go Kbox. hahas. it just pop out of my brain. so these bunch of mokeys being to "run" dere. hahas.but we didn't sing. cos too ex ler. no money. so drop the idea. quite sad. hahas. den again, we shop. hahas. shop for phy's present. and finally get it. lols. no more money ler. PO CHAN. hahs. den we headed home. lols.

finish reading my posts.Enjoy them lots. 2 months ago,i'm deeply in love with zhixiang and yuemin. but now?i dont love them.but i still hope they can be my friends. is always better to hab friends than enemy. hmm..dere is also a post for jere. i dont think he knows abt it. is writen in chinese. it says something like "why do u hab to cum into my life again?i tried so hard to forget u, and here u cum.again. trying to make my love life in a mess." hahas..TO JERE>tat's the past. i wrote tat cos i care for u. 2 months ago, i hope to recieve ur smses but dere's nothing. waited and waited. days after days. finally u msg mi. although i was very happy to recieve the msg, but it didn't last very long. i was confused!.i dont know whether i love u more or yuemin or zhixiang.In the end, i choose yuemin. i knew i shouldn't turn back. but i dont know. hahas. maybe thats the real mi. anyways, enuff of this. lols. yeps. read all the posts and love the old writing format. hahas. this is really great. how i wish all these nonsense never happened. lols. hmm...also get to know how much i cried for the past few months. LOTS man. almost everyday i cry. also dont know why. hahas. okays. i will learn to be strong. much much stronger than i am now!..

today didn't go out hahs.
so guai huh?
hmm...so boring.
other than jigsaw still jigsaw.
hahas.
nevermind lars.
tml got programme lo..
GIRLS OUTING!.
yoz..
ahahs.end here.
gotto write my other posts.
see how bad my english is.
lols.

wake up in the morning.

started on my jigsaw.

finished the border in 1 hr time.

lols.

slow in process.

anyways,went to JB to get my spects done.

yippy!

spects done!

hahas.

really hab a fun time dere.

went home around 8?

reach home around 10.

hahs.

new spects!yeah!deathnote,HERE I CUM!!!

hahas.
just now at ben leong's hus was really fun.
hong's birthday candlelight dinner was successful.
hahas.
i think i help the most!.
cos...i help in EATING!.
lols.
after the dinner,gals do the cleaning.
guys play!..lols.
okays.
hab a really good night today.
all the stress is released!!.

hahs.
now at ben leong's hus.
everyone is working so hard except mi!.
lols.
i'm like sitting in front of this comp screen and trying to concenrate on posting.
anyways, todays paper really SUCKS!.
arrgh.
not onli i didn't finish,i leave lots blank!.
OMG.what jere says is really true.
hahas.
this tyme just hope to pass.
pls let this come true.
if not i really dont know what to do.!
lols..needa get back to work!.
byes.!

damn it!.
not prepare for the chem exam.
so phew!dead!!
anyways,today is not my day.
loads of things happened.
after the chem, was left alone.
not really alone,but sort of..
no one cares wat i'm doing.
is kinda sad.
ex 2/2 students still doesnt wan to accept a ex 2/3 student in their klas.
especially someone.
she was stuck in her own world!
a ex 2/2 world!.
WTH.
nevermind.
if u dont accept mi in ur life den too bad.
when next tyme u need some help,i wont be dere FOR U.
arrgh.
know the consequences behind this post,but i just can't help my fingers.
they just kept running abt.
tml is the last paper.
i really wish i can do very very very well for the maths paper.
just hope bah.
suddenly remember wat jere say: xi wang yue da,shi wang yue da.
hope this dont apply here.
anyways,i shall stop here.
gonna post lots abt tml's things!.

tml last second day ler.

after tml,game over.

can stay at home and ROT.

i mean ROT.

so i mean ROT!.

arrgh..today really not my day.

go to sch,left alone.

FRIENDLESS.

haiz.

nvm,one more year.

after that,180 change in mi.

thoughts just when wild in my brain .

but, can't write it down.

some may hurt others.

yeps..end here for now.

keep practising a maths for thursday.
really hope that i can get a b3.
although it is nearly impossible,but i will still fight for it!.
hahas.
just now went out with jere.
actually wanted to watch movie.
but he came too late.
so no movie.
hahas.
today's physic paper is below my expectation.
so really hope to pass.
lols.if i pass, this is the first i pass in major exam.
lols.
so excited.
tml gonna sit for exam in hall.
pray that i can hab a clear mind and do my best!.
GOD. pls help mi!.
AMEN.

gosh!..prepare to fail tmls paper.

physic and social.

todays paper is a total crap.

no idea wat's needa and wats not.

feel like dying.

opps!..sorry.

i feel like living!.

anyways, just now try to do the EOY paper posted in LMS.

didnt really do loads.

was on msn chatting.

yeps.

ending here.

hope everything go smoothly tml.

pray that the questions are easy!..

AMEN!.

can't really pay attention to my c.lit.
most likely will fail on monday.
now trying to concentrate on bio.
hope can concentrate.
HOPE.
*coughing*
sign of getting sick.
badly affected by the bad weather.
white blood cells!..
can u pls speed up urself?
i needa study!..
i really dont wish to fail any of the subjects.
haiz..back to wat i needa do.
study!..
gtg.byes.love ya.blog.

yippy!
there was so much fun ytd.lols.
playing with fire,candles,crackers and lots more!
So happening!

hahs!
we hab keng yip,darren,nicanor,weijian,tzeyang,ben,jeremy,chunleong,kahyen,yinghong,kahhou,desmond and dots..
guys playing wit tar,gals candle.
tzeyang even took mi for a ride in bike.
hahas...
time files..after a while,it was midnight.
needa go home.
keng "drive" mi home hahas.
its really fun!

feeling so sad nowadays.

Not sure why.

feel tat all the people are drifting away from mi.

yeps. especially phy.

different problems hab struck her.

she even cried in klas..hope she's really okay.

dont wish to see her sad.

Rebbeca is always dere for her.

she did cheer her up somehow.anyways, enuff of this.

next sat going out with shogun and other ex mates.

exams cuming soon.

infact it is Next MONDAY!.

OMG. i hab loads to memorise!..

chinese lit=memorise

Biology=Memorise

Tuesday

physics=practise,

social studies=Memorise again!..

dead!..

好可恶啊！
真不敢相信我既然会跌到！
还是在被人捉弄我的时候！
刚才真的很希望可以挖个洞钻进去。
啊！没脸见人了。
算了啦。
跌倒罢了嘛又不是什么大事，何必那么介意呢？
如果我真的可以这么想就好了。
希望明天别让他们认出我。

try to memorise deng ni, zai yu zhong but can't.
too mani things to prepare for exams.
ARRGH!.. stress...
why cinderella no stress i got stress?
lols.
anyways, my dad brought the whole family to hab lunch at SAKURA.
wow..the food dere is super.
hahas..
nice man..
we hab lots and eventually left.
went to esplanade to take a look at some act work.
nice man..
small kids and actually paint out these pics..
incredible.
lols..
after that when to suntect and look at adults workpiece.
i really enjoy myself dere.
lots of different type so pics. and stuff dere.
it was super nice..
can't forget abt it. lols.
ending here..

just watched lei yu at vic hall. hahas.
was a nice show. lols.
it was a show about "mix relationship".
a guy was in love with his own stepmother.but broke up with her after he realise he hab make a serious mistakes.
den he was with his maid.
his younger brother also like tat gal lots.
although he knew abt it but he doesnt take any action.
after that the whole story starts.
it was known that this gal and the guy were actually brother and sister.
same mother but different father.
after the gal know abt this,she ran out of the guy's hus and was struck by lighting together with the guys younger brother.
after that, the guy also shot himself.
Stepmother gone crazy and the gal's mum has lost her memory and wasn't aware of wat is going around her.
the whole thing end.
it's hard to say the whole story in words.
i really think this is a very good show!..lols..
end here..
byes!.

plain and simple day..wake up, brush my teeth den went to skol. "finish" up my homework. lols. today is significant cos phy scolded mi. does that count as scold? i think she was jus pissed off with mi. lols. anyways, our relationship is getting from bad to worst, so i think that makes the whole thing worsten. hmm.. anything else i got to say? i dont think so. just hope tat someone can tell mi wats true and fake. i mean, do forever love and forever friends exsist?not sure. but i would choose it believe both. and would wish the fall in love with my prince like how cinderella does.

• just came back from maths camp.before this lots of things happened.
• saw min with another gal, den pretend not to see mi and walk away.
• equal to BREAK.
• i wish him all the best, and curse him not to hab any galfriend.FLIRT.
• friday went back home to take clothes from the 2 day one nite camp.
• feel very excited.
• first game, treasure hunt.Needa find as mani cards as we can and solve the questions on the card.my grp got last cos we onli find two cards and couldn't answer any of it. sad.
• evening, study. grp study.
• mi and pearlyn can't stop talking man. laugh laugh laugh. talk talk talk. lols.
• quite fun.
• hab dinner.phy, dean, lene, LSM, rebecca and a few more,came to join us after their award presentation.
  
• gather at AVA room and proceed to comp lab to study in heymath.net
• 1hr later, went to play game. memory game.
  
• we are suppose to memorise 8 letters printed on the paper.pass the paper to the judge, and start hoping on the letters around the floor. the grp tat score the highest will get something.
• first round all the grps clear with 5 points accept yensen. he didn't memorise well. so tat's it. continue my grp got second last. sumin step on the wrong letter. winner ish grp five. hahas.
• Supper time!..cookies and milo. i onli ate the cookies.. lols. is so so so nice but the milo is damn concentrated. so sweet. so i didn't drink.
  
• watched Mr Toh to make us animals. lols.
  
• rebecca got turtle.
• Phy-Rabbit.
• Pearlyn-Rat.
• Julene-Pig.
• i wanted a dog or cat. but i got nothing.
• SAD.
• we went to bathe at around 10 plus going 11.
  
• change up and went to slp.
• next day got up at 6. wash up and went to report.
  
• ran 2 runs and walk one round.
• hab breadfast, bathe, and return gym mats.
• things went on "smoothly".
• den go home.
  

didn't slp well the whole nite.keep turning here, flipping dere. lols. think is due to the whether bahs. got a headache but is not as serious compared to PHY's. SHE'S DYING.. hahas. i think she wont be cuming tml. not sure. see how things go bahs. met jere after sch to do homework together. actually, we also never study lars. keep chatting and listening to songs(two onli)..yeps. from the two hrs i spend with him, i can see how bad his temper is.. lols. just finish preparing my physic file. didn't hab the mood to online. just feel like blogging. hahas..suddenly attract to this stuff again. tml having photo taking section. which means needa bring the bad uni and everything dere.INCLUDING shoe. hahs.. look forward to it..but still hab to stay back after tat. mus watch SHE DIAO YING XIONG ZHUAN. wonder anybody got the VCD. i needa watch. if not hab to stay back on wed to watch. POOR MI. lols. end here lo.. gonna slp soon.
byes!..Muacks.

ish so late now. eye lid dropping. actually today morning got show to watch de. but suddenly no more. lols. MR ANG change his mind, dont wanna give my friend public canning. lols. hmmm..should be a good thing bah. but he still suffer the canning. lols. today in skol mind in a blank. can't do anything properly. recess eat tibits, lunch ate sandwiches. lols. diet meals. now chatting with shogun, hah cheng and baby. lols. so sian. tml still needa hand in chinese compo, english compre(not yet done), A maths worksheet, bio homework and having chem test. lols. all havent do!..SAD. no more lunch and recess for mi. lols. see how long i can tahan bahs. lols.
end heres!..byes!..

got up, changed and when to northpoint. meet julene, rebecca, vivien and sumin. reach dere quite early so went to jalan jalan. den saw julene. she called the other two, but they are like still at home. one say thougth that it was 10.45, the other say cannot wake up. excuses.. blah blah. went to popular to buy materials for the english project. did not manage to finidh everything today due to the lack of batt for lap top and lots of things pop up. when home den recieved msg for Dixon. so went to hab lunch with him. actually not hab lunch with him, but watch him eat lunch. hahas. he reminded mi of the FREAKING attitude DARON QUEK give mi this morning. it was so kind of mi to say hi to him. yet he diao wo!. wat the!.. do ur parents teach u man(wonder lots).. anyway, i think Aloy hab give in to u lots and lots. FREAK!.
END HERE!.
BYES!.

went to a-maths extra lesson tis morning.
Li chuen's dad drive mi dere.
surprise huh? cos when i was walking to skol, i saw chuen den her father ask mi to tag along.
go skol hab my breadfast, sandwich and strawberry milk.
attended the a-maths klas but wasn't able to focus. not sure why but i just can't.
after the maths klass follow by chem. during chem, keep doing a-maths question.
hahs.
today siao ler.
post format also luan diao.
when back home, play comp, bathe and go out again.
meet mummy and sis and her bf and jurong east.
after lunch went shopping with mummy.
sis and her bf left.
brought a new shoe.
quite cute bahs.
not sure.
today's post a bit like shit.
some lines super long, some short.
having flu now, so can't help it.
the fluid keeps dripping!>
ARRGH!.
can't stop. freak.
planned to finish my work today. but still havent started.
i will do it later.
i promise.
hahas..
stop here.
gonna do homework. happy reading.
i'm dying!..

wat a long day today.did nothing in school and i mean nothing. haiz. so sian.dont know wat to do so cum and post. oh GOD! having sore throat now. so painful!. lols. end here lers. post later.

hahs!got back my report card.did quite okay for my english, got a c5..actually not very good but is a big improvement!hmm...dropped my horn and was given 50 push-ups. hahs..do it in one go..wonderful huh?lols...but i was exhausted!hahs...anyway, today isnt my day. got a scolding from mummy from dropping in academy. sian!..den Dixon call mi to accompany him to hab dinner. hahs. agree!.. lols. finally got someone to listen to mi. actually i think he's a very good listener.lols...now chatting with him. hahs.

Yippy!..finally get to hand up all a maths work!..owe cher for the past dont know how mani months. just finish updating myself on the deathnote forum.is a waste of tyme bah. planned my tyme-table but also never follow.so ish a waste of tyme AGAIN. hahs.today i dont feel like doing anything. feeling like jumping. hahs. i'm loosu!!..yeps. dont understand whats loosu rites?ask indian friends. but u mux pronouce it as loosi. hahs!..
after skool when to library to borrow books. lame books. books with lots of photo and few words. nah. i just think it's fun to go back to olden days. days w/o stress and everything.haiz. still owe english teacher a speech. anyways, i pass my english!!..yoz!..english wor. i think i got a C5, which ish super GOOD!. hahs. end here bahs. too mani things pop up in my head, dont know how to continue.. lols.
BYES!.

~friday~
got up damn early to prepare to go to costal sand.hahs.wei jian hab invited us to his chalet. reach dere around 3 plus 4? lols. nothing fun actually happened. lols. arond 7 plus, kah yen started the to play MAJIANG. lols. play for a while den i go home ler. needa reach home by 11. haiz..miss the fun part. lols.
~saturday~
leave hus around 9.45 to go to the chalet. do nothing dere. hahs..all people needa slp cos they play too much the night before. lols. we slack all the way to 3 plus. den go to BK. after that went to play pool. hahs. keep losing. sian.. at night baby and chun leong went to tampines to take cake. cake for who?for wei jian and jere. they were born on the same day. hahs. okay lah. the nli thing i do dere ish cut cake. hahs. anyway, the cake ish really nice. OMG. i still owe baby money. hahs. planned to return her tml. but i dont think i can.. see first lar. hahs..den around9.15, went home. jere sent mi to the mrt station den go lo.. hahs. yeppy!...finishing my book. hahs..

end here lo.. nothing else to write ler.

ahem!...DEPRESS!...
nowadays too mani things happened, cannot concentrate on amaths!.
keep thinking of xiang and min.
xiang told mi to be faithful to min.
yeps. i will. of cos!. lols.
haiz...
never seen a depress person laughing!
yoz!...
hahz..okays. stop tat thing.

hmmm...quite excited abt tml!. KK'S birthday!..
lols. brought him NOTHING? i think so lols.
blahs..i wonder wat shuld i wear. he call us to bring our swim suit dere.
so maybe will hab water sports?eh?who knows.
hope is interesting. lols.
finish in 4 days the book "vampire high". interesting story.
hahs. and finally get to read "if a hab a wicked step-mother, where's my prince?" lols.
recommanded by PHY a few months ago. lols.
end here lo!..

post post post post.
all i can do is post!..
damn sian.
looking forward to kk's chalet on friend.
hahs.decided what to wear. cool huh?
hope this is a fun one.
HAIX!!!..really got nothing to do man!. YOZ>!
end here.!

just go through the pictures in my hp and find some really nice one. hahs.




sidd eating drugs.fake one! ish for their english projects.hahs!.

haiz..so sad tat i break my bi's heart. i patch with yuem min and left him by his own. i wonder how he feels. haiz. maybe i did a wrong choice to patch with yue min. i'm not sure, but dere's a feeling tat all good guys are walking pass mi and i never get to hold their hands. omg.. things are getting complicated. i feel tat one day i might get into touble not making the right choice. even if it is so, i still think that i will go on with my life for now. just like wat shogun tell mi. nothing is forever, believe in ur soul and cherish the time now. im glad he tell mi tat last night. hahs. i really appreciate it!.hahs.lucky i can still follow what my heart says. YUE MIN! i want to tell u this! i really love u and will cherish the tyme we hab together!..

yeps.just went to bi hus and hear him play piano. haiz. keep thinking abt yue min. lols. never mind lars. i'm sure i can forget him. at his hus, we play checkers and chinese chess of cos my duty dere is to make his hus dirty!.hahas..mission clear. lols. i think i really can consider him but but but, he's too SHORT!. OMG. i can't stant short guys. first condition to be with mi: TALL. lols. hmm.. after that went back home. practise my horn!..arrgh!..so excited abt wed~!..going for the pre-camp training. how i wish someone can go with mi. i really hab no idea how to GO!. freak!. never minds. will see how it goes on wed. worst cum to worst, take cab lor. lols.

为什么真心相爱的两人不能在一起呢？
为什么你要一而再，再而三的破坏我理想中的爱情世界呢？
虽然曾经深深的爱在你，但那是很久的事了。
我们的关系再也回不到像以前，你明不明白？
过了在么久，为什么还来找我？
你知不知道我很痛苦？
要在你和他之间做一个选择是非常痛苦的？
我不想伤害其中一个的心！

yuppies. Wake up at 7.20 and get ready around 7.30. fast huh? i DIDNT bathe!. lols. reach causeway around 7.45 damn early. so went to buy my breadfast. lols. waited and waited for cassandra and wanda to cum. finally cassan when to look for mi. hahs. den we waited and waited for wanda. but she still doesnt show up. we meet at 8 at around 8.20, she came!... wonderful. lols. let us wait for 20 mins. lols.but we still get to ACS(i) on time. infact, we were 1 hr earlier. slack abit. den started our sectional thingy. the instructor from the workshop is super cute. lols. short and plump. nice jap but broken english so, there was a translator. but the translator also useless de. lols. halfway through the workshop, she's gone. fly untill dont know where. hahs. get to know a few new friends, imah, nathan, and edwin. lols. they are PROs okays?at 1, we hab our lunch break which is 2 hrs long!..lols. lucky i got zhixiang with mi.lols. he came to look for mi at ACS. sweet huh? lols. although he's sweet towards mi, i still can't be with him. cos i love yue min lots and lots. lols. without him, life is "meaningless"(ridiculous) to mi. hahs.okays. stop this nonsense. after the workshop, sheena, wanda, yang, cassan and i when to hab our dinner at MAC. lols. after that went to popular.that's all for the day. lols. and Nathan is so CUTE!.

aroung 10.30, went to Dixon's hus to bring him mushroom soup and play with his dog,don, hahs. really hab a good tyme at his hus. lols. phew!, lucky his didnt puke when he ate my soup. hahs. after that he send mi home and went to work. he said"the soup is really nice." oh pls. i know his kidding. WHITE LIE. around 1.30, ZiXiang came over. he wanted to hear mi practise my horn. hahs. after i practise, i pass him my horn. lols. wonderful!. he can't even make a single sound out of the twisted metal. lols. so he decided he will challenge the horn again. hahs. introduce him my fav "thing" Skitter. lols. after several tries, he still dont know how to make it move!. lols. after the whole skitter thingy, went hm ato do hus work. so malu!..obviously i didn't do a good job. lols. but he said i'm like the second mother of the hus. and is a big burden to carry. i feel that way too. i hab been crying for the pass few days. maybe i'm not a strong gal. during dinner, recieve a call from weijian. beginning of the conflict. mum knows i plan to stay over nite at the chalet and told mi off. she said "the more i think, the more i think ish not rite.How can a 14 year old gal hab such guts to stay over nite at chalet with guys!" sorry, u hab make a mistake. the one who train untill like this is YOU!. without ur love and everything i still can live pretty well!. sometimes i just dont get it. why do parents are narrow minded? haiz. really. man. i hasnt ejoy much these days cos of YOU!. can u kindly change? i will appreciate it and learn to love u MORE!.

today went to sch in band t. its rainning damn heavy so needa ask my brother to help mi with my flowers and i hab to carry my horn. manage to carry it to sch. shocking news!. the band needa perform in 20 mins time. dere's hardly enuff time to set up everything and warm up. but still manage to get everything prepare in time. after the first performance, tze yang and mi gave a speech. "the band would like to thank our teacher in charge, blah blah blah." den nicanor give Jaz the flower, Don to Aisha and Darren to Shirly. i wont forget today. after that go home wid xiang. locked outside!.. didnt hab the tyme to change and meet up with my friends. so need my friends to wait for mi. Friends>>Yvonne, Yan Ping, Shogun and a new friend, han cheng. the five of us when to look for miss lian. hahs. long time never tok to her ler. hahs. can't even recognise her. lols. we brought her a tiramitsu. hahs. nice man. lols. chocolate tiramitsu. hahs. after tat we waited for miss lian and went to hab a drnk. she treat us. hahas. after tat called my dad. stupid ass hole. spoil spot!. never mind. get a few mintues scolding den went back home. the scolding story continues. on top!..

FREAK MAN!. my day just let u spoil. can u stop this control thingy? i'm big enuff to stay out late and i dont think deres a need for u to get so worried!!...
MUMMY>>u said tat i should bring lots of money with mi just now but hab u listen to my explanation?i brought the money cos i wanted u to call mi back so i can confirm to u which to giive first and what to do with the short of 50 dollars. instead of hearing my explanation, u scolded mi!.. WTF!..
DADDY>>the reason for not calling u is becos i know u are engage with ur work and did not want u to get worried or pissed of with the things i asked. u blame mi for not calling u to ask which bill to pay first!. i just hate it!. why can't u try to understand mi?i feel so helpless. i need someone to listen to mi. but u are just not there. i really dont know how long i can hold!..

Love Zhi Xiang so damn much!..hope tat he could be with miee NW!..too bad. he can't. hahs. i wish i can accept him, but i just can't. i still cant get over the break up between miee and Yue min. although, i'm the one who call for the break but i just love him too much. i think i wont beable to foget him for my whole life!..Zhi xiang so sorry tat u will hab to wait for mi. but if u find someone better than mi, dont hesitate.Go for her!. hahs.

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