hahs or haiz. i don't know what the diff. anyway when i go home after getting my results on thursday, dad scolded mi. dere are lots of question i wanna ask him.
LIKE:
(1) humans can't live without dreams?
(2)If there is difficulty in making all 3 kids plus 2 adults survive, why give birth to 3 instead of 1 or 2?
(3)Why do adults always think wat they do for us is good, and never will they stand place themselves in our shoe?
(4) When they are young, results are so horrible. why can't they think like "our child get this kind of results is becos we are not a good role model"?
(5)Why can't parent listen to our explanation. ENGLISH!Wat The Hell. i try my best to read english book and there they are telling mi that i didn't put in any effort to learn my english well. haiz. humans never blame themselves when the problem actually lies within themsleves. this include MI.i always blame ppl for wat i do.
haiz. suddenly lose the mood to enjoy 微笑Pasta. hahs. thoday i must finish 1 eps!...YEAH..

To infinity And Beyond-A New Beginning

that's the title for Yishun Junior College Wind concert. hahs.
erm.. the concert is okay but they lack of practices.
i heard they take 1 week to prepare for this concert.
my point of view is if they are not ready, why not push back the concert?
anyway, it is fun cos i saw a few cute guys!..
hahas. the horn is good(OF COS.DARREN IS DERE!)
other section mah...not up to expectation. especially trombone section.
Maybe they are too nervous?who knows.
double bass is also good!..tat guy is super!.
becos of the string bass, the whole band sounded balanced.
flute section can't really hear. but their Flute Quartet is nice. they are in tune.
The brass Quintet didn't sound quite right. cos of the tuba. he seem to rush..
like what i say earlier, the horn is good. the gal CAN play horn.
in the middle of the concert, a few kids distract the audience attention, this isn't a good thing. but i'm glad the instructor pursued with his playing. hahs.
after the concert, darren came down and lingle with us.
but he prefer to follow his JCs friend. so too bad..
end here. hahs.

hmmm...when i'm bathing today, my uncle suddenly rush back and say "mixed food stall no more food" hahs. i was reading a book inside. when i hear him, i start to bath. i was thinking, i can't let him wait. i need to get to him quickly. when i was drying myself..i thought abt my result. i feel to sorry to those i've pressurized. like, wan hsien, carol, yean lin, yanlin...i sholdn't hab say things tat myself couldn't get it and pressure u guys. yeah. i feel so so so bad. hahs. i suddenly hab the thoughts that i'm not designed to study. hahs. should i just give up? i hope not...just for this o lvl. let mi do my very best. hahs.

P.S Miracle won't happen..

MUAHAHAHA!...
got my results TODAY..and they are so so so "up to expectation".
got 3 fail and 3 pass..
2 As, 1C and 3 D7...
wonderful results!!...
watever..i'm so so so damn dissapointed with myself.
how can i get a D FOR MY AMATHS?!?
what the hell!..i could pass that stupid paper if i read the question carefully!!..
ASS man.. DAMN mi!..
i feel so so so traumatized..did i get the right word?
watever as long as you understand, its alright.
ARRGH...i'm such a idiot!!...
screw mi!..
okays enuff of that..
i think i'll know my chem and english tml.
haiz. hiaz. hiaz. at least my titration i get full marks..if not i think i'll end my life..serious!..

"TRIANGLE" CYCLIST

know whats triangle?it means unlicenced.

went cycling with keng. hahs. thought it will be save but deres always risk. hahs.
we went to Yishun ave 1. wow..its very beautiful. the sea breeze is cooling. lols. went we get dere, my legs are already half dead. imagine..the road towards yishun is not so tough but when it comes to the return journey, its TOTALLY DIFFERENT..

half way home, i couldn't stand it liao. we went to chong pang to hab a drink and get something to eat. hahs. keng have huge appetite lols. after we finish, it time to go.. the way home was a DISASTER.. we hab to paddle very hard. yeah maybe it was easy for keng but NOT FER MI. lols. my legs were aching. the lactic acid is probably building up in my muscle. it SUCK. lols. just as a was concentrating on paddling, a uncle came right at mi. in bicycle too. we are like half a metre away?or 20 CM? i don't know. but i manage to turn my bic away. hmmm..its close. after that he scolded "CHEE BY" i was in the state of shocked so dont really care abt that. when i finally come back, i was in front of Woodgrove sec..now i still dont believe i actually escaped from being smashed. hahs. nice one. anyway, my arms and legs are still hurting. i dont think they will recover in an hour time. let see how things goes. maybe tml i wont be able to walk. who knows.
but really this is a really very very different exprience. lols.

THANK YOU!KENG YIP!.

MUAHAHAHA...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICANOR!...hahas..but that was yesterday..lols.
went to play pool with nic, yang, kk and keng..
at woodlands checkpoint. hahs.. reach dere around 2.45, waited and waited... but still couldn't get a pool table...the whole place is fully booked!..hahs..but at 6.30, we get a table. lols.
first round: keng yip VS KK(forget who won)
second match:Tag team(keng and mi VS yang and nic)(heehee..also donnoe who won)
den dots dots...finally...
YINJIE VS KENG YIP...guess who won?tan tan tan tannn~of cos is MI!...muahahahas..
lols.. tyco de... lols.
den second match between mi and keng..i lost cos i hit the black ball into the hole. hahs.. but we all play cheat. yang say end to fast le..cannot..so we take the black ball up and continue. hahas.. in the end i WON..lols. okays...thats all fer the pool..

Den we went causeway to meet up with jere... he promise to play all the stuff with mi except VORTEX..hahas..i knew it but was sad when i heard it some other day ago. hahs. anyway, i got KK and yang to sit with mi... VORTEX is super fun!..hahas..cos onli got two seats at one side so yang hab to sit by himself.hahas...but with him around is so fun..he keep rocking the seats untill mi and kk turn LOTS of round. untill KK shout at him.."STOP LAR"hahas... up dere is so fun... i dont know how to say...hmmm..mi and KK is insane. we actually play the whole VORTEX with our legs and hands up,not holding anything..lols. i dont know what to say but tats us!!...
okays...i wanna thanks KK cos without him around(if i were to sit myself)i wont be so daring. serious.. when i come down, i didn't feel weird or dizzy or anything. hahs. after that, we went to play the challenger.. hahs. its not as exciting compared to vortex.. this time round mi and kk got keng with us too...hahs. i can see keng is really enjoying that ride. hahs. he say is trilling. Yeah..it is to normal ppl...but to mi and kk,its nothing..NOTHING..cos we are INSANE!..lols. in the end JEREMY did not play anything..he break his promise..!...lols.tats all for yesterday..lols..

today..hmmm... the day started off with BLEAH...watch untill ichigo learn BANKAI...HE ROCKS LAR...hahas...den i was engross in my book"easy" hahas... the book is interesting. den when out with mummy, xiao mei, sis and FUTURE GODMUM...hahs. we when to the Le Meridien to hab lunch...hahs.. also celebrate mummy day...gave mummy the necklace mi and my sis broght for her. she say is beautiful...OF COS..it cos mi lots of money OKAY??so i'm bankrupt now. still owe yang money.. forgive mi yang..i'll pay u back ASAP!..after the meal went to bugis...mummy say we muz pray to goddess before antie can be ur godmummy. haiz..i really dislike the idea of godmum and goddaughter.. i mean.. why do they hab to find mi a godmum when i was THIS BIG? at the age, will u can someone from antie to "gan-ma"?like so weird lar..plus i dont think i NEED a gan-ma...haix...i dont understand adults..neither do they understand mi..put that aside.. we went to shop abit. mummy brought shoes. at the shop things happen again. mummy ask mi to help her to take things. i stare at her and hand my hand out to reach for her stuff. cos i was in a daze, i need time to process den she thought i show her attitude. ASS lar.. she probably think i'm selfish...watever...HER ATTITUDE SPOILED MY DAY!!!..take cab home. again. a fight. it started off with contact lens..my mum say someone was amited to hospital cos he think he couldn't take off his contact lens but the truth is that he drop it. i dont believe it. i said"if the degree is very high, the guy will know if he drop or not" isn't this rite??u mean when ur degree is 300 plus and when u drop ur contact u still can see CLEARLY??arrgh.. okay she didn't say much. den sis continue.she say "someone even pull his black eye ball out cos he can't get his contact out"..WAT IS THIS??!?i studied bio OKAY?!?! the black eye ball CAN'T be take out by simple tools. LIKE HANDS!..they dont believe mi.. so my mum say" u wont believe it untill u saw it." yeah tats rite so she continue"tats why u never listen to ppl.u think watever u do is rite and u will NEVER be wrong. and also the band that u once ruled HATE u."tat hurts. this is true to some extend. i said to her i know i am wrong and i DID apologise. she just say."u could just apologise but not meaning it"WAT THE HELL.. NO ONE in the world will ever give up him or her pride to say sorry OKAY?!?arrgh...i cried silently for a second..haiz...

ADULTS JUST CANT THINK IN OUR SHOE!..

arrgh!...fail fail fail. gonna fail all the exam.
english-fail.
chinese-fail. cos do wrong question for compo!.. the comp will 100% pull my overall DOWN!...
chinese lit-Fail. All the things i studied didn't come out!!...freak. i just hope miracle can happen to my unseen text.. let mi pass!!...
social studies-FAIL...wat the hell is the source base question trying to tell mi?!wat is the cartoonist trying to say? OH my goddess.. i can't believe it...although i've got time to do the source base but i don't know how to do!!....WAT THE?!?!...haiz...
today hab Amaths..gonna fail again...arrgh.. the questions is like so easy but i just can't get them correct!...
(3sec²Z-7=4tan Z) so easy and yet i can do wrongly!...wat is this man!!...i'm gonna practise very very very very hard for all this man!!...

next monday chem..gonna fail again huh?i really hope to score for the sciences except physics. hahs. hmmm...this is such a "unreachable" goal.

jere add mi to his guild liao.. suddenly so mani ppl join in...i think he expanded his guild. lols
play play den struck in the jumping quest at kerning..arrgh..dont know what to do man!...blah blaH!...hahs.

now quit ler...dont wan play maple..sian. hahs.
thursday exam liao. EXAM LEH!...aiyo... still havent revise my c lit and ss. sure die de... HAIz!!...HAIZ!....
end here bahs...