FLYING SQUID(25/04/10)

Finally got the stupid squid up in the sky!. Tried it twice luh. first was on the 18 and then 25. hahs. quite fun luh. just tat the weather is very HOT. we went in the afternoon. ard 11am. seeing the squid going higher makes all the sweat worth. hahs. gonna go fly kite again this coming sunday. have to complete all the homework before i go.... I hate CSAS 4. so mani things to do just for 2CU!. NOT WORTH.

DIXON( "professional kite flyer" hahas. if there is such thing)

Frameless kite. The ULTIMATE SQUID....

Was trying out with framed kite.

Roller Blades part 2(24/04/10)

Got my blade!. hahas. Purple in colour. hees.
Nigel went with me. he dont seem to like the design but I DONT CARE. hahas.
although come to think of it, 200 bucks for a recreational skate?? isn't it abit tooooooo expensive?? *sshhhhhhh. dont think so much. what is gone is gone. hahs.
Gonna try my best to skate. at least must know T-brake and turn!. (:
Jia you.

Gathering- 17/04/10 (Sidd, Wahid Khan, Rui You, Johnathan AND ME ME ME)

Woke up super early that day.10am. just to meet up with them. Eunice is suppose to come but somehow Rui You( organizer) did not msg her. eh. complicated. anyway, Eunice did not turn up. guess she is still sleeping. hahs. Watched "Kick-ass"! so funny. had a little pop-corn fight with wahid. super childish, but fun. hees. love it!. before the movie, had our lunch at Ashton!.. prime sirloin. medium rare. chewy chewy... SUPER DUPER NICE. Tasty!. hahs. its a short day. the guys have soccer match to go. went home early. hahs.

Left to Right: Sidd, Wahid, Rui You, Johnathan

Roller BLADES(Nigel, my sis, brother and ME)

Its raining heavily today! rain started when we were boarding 961 to queenstown shopping centre. The journey there was tiring. Wanted to sleep, but couldn't. The rain was so heavy that we could even walk to our destination ;5-10mins walking distance. waited awhile, and eventually decide to go interchange to find food. went back and brother bought his roller blades. i choose to wait till i find one that i really love. going to east coast this sat. hopefully there is 1 that can catch my eyes. Had a small bite at Ikea. Meatball super nice!. thumb's up!. after that home sweet home.

I need to buck up my english!. didn't understand his msg and thought he's talking abt his deja vu! so paiseh. this is what happen when a chicken talks to a duck. communication BREAK DOWN. arrgh. hate this so much!. gonna sleep le. work tml!. goodnights.

Crying Awake

Had a nightmare! a super terrible one.
i was crying awake. sob sob, the feeling is so real! and i only realize its a dream when i woke up.!

I was at home. With my boyfriend, someone that i dont recognise. we're kissing on my bed. soon later, the guests start to appear in my house. I guess there is some kind of party going on. I dont know. We got out of my room and sat in the living room. I was playing with his laptop. The laptop is touch screen!. Okay, thats not the point. while playing, i saw Nigel standing at the door. quickly, i pulled my hand away from my boyfriend's. ah hem. in the dream, i've 2 boyfriends. Nigel and that guy. Nigel came in and sat beside me. I feel bad and guilty. I could no longer stand the feeling, i ask Nigel to come with me. That guy followed too. we went to the playground near my house. there, I pulled Nigel to one side and tell him. "Other than you, i've another guy." He laugh, thinking that it was a joke. "I'm serious. Do you trust me?If you dont, we're over." Before he can answer, the guy came in. I told him i want a breakup. without hearing any answer, i walk away in tears. Did i mention they're friends? "Its not worth to sacrifice their friendship just for a girl." thats what i'm thinking at that point. I went up the seesaw, and started crying. I can literatly feel my heart breaking. not that i've lost 2 guys but i've lost him, Nigel. Slowly, i believe in what kk say. It'll be the guy's fault if this relationship dont work out. i guess i've fallen too deep into the trap of love. On the seesaw, i saw Nigel, he look up but did not come up to me. I open my eyes and realize, its all a nightmare. Will it come true? this is what is bothering me now.

31 March

After work went out with Kk and tzeyang.
had a goog time with them. Oh man. I miss the good old times!.
hahs. FUN FUN FUN!

Oh man. I think yang looks super good in blazer and trenchcoat. He has the "business man" looks. hahs. KK dont have that look!. so even if he's carrying LV, ppl will still think its FAKE. hahs.

2nd April

Broke my voicebox. Can't even say hello. lols. spend 40 dollars. doctor gave me amorphil, lozenges, cough syrup and pills for phelgm and swelling. i guess the medicine is not strong enough. After a day still not recovering. will be voiceless for these few days. Wont be working till tues, 6 april. Wanted to go out with hubby on Mon. but didn't know what to do. so haven't ask him out. hahs. I guess i'm too free, had been thinking alot about Nigel and Me. i feel the distance between us. When i'm confused, he don't seem to be able to give the right answer. Likewise, when he's in trouble and need someone to be there, i dont seem to know what he wants, what he need. People say " love can overcome anything" i wonder is that true? Maybe sometimes love is not everything. hahs. KK say i like to complicate stuff. Which is true. VERY true. i love to add 10 problems to that 1 problem which can be solved easily. this is me! hmmm. i believe we belong to the different universe, he's from Mars and i'm from venus!. hahas. Not funny. just feel that there is this super huge gap inbetween us. He seem to be someone who is so high up and i'm just a normal human being. Guess i'm not the right one for him. ):