安慰自己

有人常常说，老天爷是公平，公正的。每一个人的生命都会有起起落落，跌跌撞撞的时候，只是不知是何时。今天我的老大走了。他被一个奸人所害，

I am going back to sch for SIP. as much as i dont want it, god is not letting me to choose. I have no choice. My project Crashed. Left 3 months for me to get a new project, new synopsis, new proposal! Why is it me? I always thought it was luck. Luck brought me in to this company. The people here are nice, friendly and we can get along very well. So whats wrong?! Maybe, just maybe, its not luck. Its fate. its my fate to come here and suffer this. I am not a superhero. I can't make miracle happen. Just hoping god will let supervisor come back. This is all i'm requesting.