Tuesday, January 31, 2012
大石放下
向老板辞职了。由于课业繁忙，我根本抽不出多余的时间写博客。觉得最近我都在乱写一通，英文错一大堆。我放弃了。现在不只要转心上课还需要跳舞。再一个月就要表演了！之前不是说有不好的预感会不能参加吗？舞蹈老师让我表演两项呢！所以就算我的partner不来我还是会表演。不觉得很棒吗？
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Depressed
As JDC is nearing, i am feeling more and more depressed? Just have this little feelings in me that says Elijah is not going to turn up for practices and I will be partner-less and hence no performance. Of cos, I will try my best not to think it this way... but its hard isn't it?
On my part, I doesn't feel like a dancer. Doesn't feel the salsa-ness in me. Feels that I am in the wrong CCA. I do have passion for salsa, but sometimes having passion isn't everything. Just like a relationship. Liking or loving someone doesn't constitute everything, although you will have 75% at least. There are still the 25% to consider and its always this 25% that pulls u away from doing it.
Hope that I can gain this 25% through practicing.
BTW, I have made up my mind. I am going to change. Change for a better self. I used to think that the whole world evolves around me and I am always thinking of exploiting others. Time to change. I have been telling myself for the past few days that "the world doesn't evolve around me." So i guess, i should be able to put myself in other's shoes and think more for others.
Wish me goodluck.
On my part, I doesn't feel like a dancer. Doesn't feel the salsa-ness in me. Feels that I am in the wrong CCA. I do have passion for salsa, but sometimes having passion isn't everything. Just like a relationship. Liking or loving someone doesn't constitute everything, although you will have 75% at least. There are still the 25% to consider and its always this 25% that pulls u away from doing it.
Hope that I can gain this 25% through practicing.
BTW, I have made up my mind. I am going to change. Change for a better self. I used to think that the whole world evolves around me and I am always thinking of exploiting others. Time to change. I have been telling myself for the past few days that "the world doesn't evolve around me." So i guess, i should be able to put myself in other's shoes and think more for others.
Wish me goodluck.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Foolishness and Irritation
As foolish as I can be! I allowed people to view my profile and hence on my "work" blog, my boss can actually link to this blog and find me bitching about the pay! Oh gosh. I should have been more careful. Anyway, let by-gone be bygone. No one should be able to look at what I was writing now unless they have came across this blog accidentally, like you do.
First week of school and I am not enjoying it! Classes where fun, just that I have to add another module to my curriculum and there's nothing I can take! Infact, all the modules that I have interest in(whether its huge or tiny) doesn't seem to have vacancy. This is bad. Very bad.
First week of school and I am not enjoying it! Classes where fun, just that I have to add another module to my curriculum and there's nothing I can take! Infact, all the modules that I have interest in(whether its huge or tiny) doesn't seem to have vacancy. This is bad. Very bad.
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