Oh MY GOD!...this is so damn embarrass..i dont know whats wrong with mi but i keep doing stupid things this WEEK!..arrgh..
firstly, didn't zip my skirt den today, diao ppl for nothing!..
wed so was malu!..i didn't zip my skirt and went to flag-raising ceremony. i bet lots of ppl saw it lor. jolene msg mi and tell mi abt it. mohana and sarahdar also tell mi abt it.. blah blah blah!...
den today..thought that my sis friend is saying something bad abt mi. in the end they are toking abt another gal!...Oh MY!..
i'm such a dumbass. lols. i hate myself being so careless and dumb!..

yesterday hab english paper.. oh man. it was HARD..i AM SERIOUS!. i am not being scaracstic. it is so hard that i can't even understand a word other than thoes YOU,HE, IS, WE, ARE, THEY, A,etc...aiyo!..i suck in english lar.. hahs...gotto pull my socks!..lols.

anyway, all ppl..must work hard for mid year okay?i dont mind u slacking for ur common testes but not for end year and mid year..lols.

Thursday huh? didn't go to school. now playing comp.. fort he next 1 hr i'll play maple. hahs. hope to lvl soon lor. maybe this sunday can lvl ler..not sure. hahs.

time flies lo..now thinking of the days when i was sec 1.. hahs. everything seem so innocent. but as we grow up, things turn out to be so complicated. not as inncoent as we think it is. now sec 4 ler.. O lvl cuming. feeling a bit of stress. hahs. but wat can i do. parents keep pressurizing us(mi sis included)ARRGH... hahs. i think i need something to vent my stress...hahs. writing in dairy is one way, bt i definately need something ELSE.. hahs. anyone willing to let mi punch?hahs..

opps. anyway, i hab restricted myself to say "ass" or anything that hab "ass" at the back. e.g Dumbass, Feakass and ETC!...hahas

shall end here.. lols. MAPLE TIME!..

heehee...yesterday nite went out with keng to hab dinner. lols.
tok abt lots of things neh. hahas.
Oh NO!..i becom so act cute.. hahs.
anyway, we hab our dinner at chong pang(u spell it like that?)is in yishun.
bought satay home. hahas..
wat a enjoyable dinner. lols.
shall end here. there are too mani private things.so can't post here. lalals...
bye bye...

maple level up ler!!...lvl 33 now!...yeahYEE...
but bad things is..i gotto start training from 0%..hahas... end of post...
ENJOY!..

oh my!...today's chem practical sucks..the colour of the precipitate and solution are different from wat it is suppose to be... haiz...the QA like so difficult lars.. hope my titration can pull my result up..i hope for a pass... thats all...really...a pass is enuff... lols.

yesterday, my dad gave mi back my keyboard but he set password in my comp. the worst thing is that i taught him how to set. i'm such AN ASS...he said we are not suppose to play comp when he is not around. but i'm so smart that i "break-through" his pass and get to play now. i hope he cums back abit later.. OMG...i'm such a lousy person.. hiding from my dad and bro!!!...haiz...i'm going to play maple now.. i wan to level up!!..

yeah yeah..learn 1 song today..from dgrayman...onli 3 lines.but is nice!!
it goes like this...
sennen ko wa sagashiteru,
daijina hatto sagashiteru,
anata ha atari tashikameru..

lols..go find the meaning bahs..

this is the onli picture Tze yang take with us after the SYF.

opps.hahs..i very lazy to cut the pic.so just bare with mi.

these two is the best!..cute rights?(especially ME)

yesterday was the SYF...not everyone 100 percent is in it. quite sad, and broke into tears. today i dont think lots of the band ppl came to sch..is embarrasing..Band got bronze the first time they go and now COP..but,like wat Mdm Ng say,we should look ahead of the future..Our Band still have a long way to go. every band hab it's hard time. we shall not be defeated by it.

The Lesson To Learn
band members, the onli thing that cause us not to do well is tat our band is spilted. we are not AS ONE.. in a band, we need teamwork. hate-ing each other doesn't make u smarter. saying bad things abt other ppl will not make us a better person too.this doesn't mean u dont hab the right to choose ur friends, or to dislike other ppl. Its just that in a band, we need to combine the sound our instrument into music. this isn't easy. getting the right notes, playing in right tone, is not enough. We need to enjoy music.And believe that music does make a difference in our life.so what if all the sections can reach all the notes and play in right rhythm?if the sound doesn't blend, wat's the use?all the pride and stuff should not be brought into band. band is the place where u can release ur stress and enjoy urself. In the mean while, u can learn more abt ur instrument and rhythm. putting ur whole heart is the minimum u can do to make this band a better place. i really hope the band ppl can read this and think abt it. all these words comes from my heart. i'm not a good leader and can't make this band good. but i hope the next bunch of commitee and help to make this band better and also prove to mi that my choice of ppl is correct!!...

OH MY GODDESS!...Tml is the BIG TIME.. now is 7 so left like 15 hrs!!...can we make it??lols..Bronze is not a problem now..PLS...DIE DIE LET US GET A SLIVER....my band really train very hard for tml...hope NOTHING goes wrong...i suddenly feel that the pressure is on the band. the whole band suffer lots in the pass years...so now is the time to prove to other ppl that we CAN do it...especially to those who look down on CHR band... GOD...HELP US!...


P.S i believe in miracle.as long as the whole band believe in it and give our best shot at 12 noon tml, miracle will happen right in-front of our eyes..pls..this is abt teamwork.. so lets work forward to it!!...

hate miss aisha.. i mean..now is the important moment, everyone is so excited abt the SYF and is giving our very best there she was saying we are bad and told us to back out. step said..backin out is worst than getting COP. even if we really get COP, we still hab the courage to go up the stage to perform infornt of all the Gold band...WHA LAu..think of her, i wan to EXPLODE man... asshole...

okays..i gotto go...hees...
3 day holiday...so shuang!!...