haiz..so sad tat i break my bi's heart. i patch with yuem min and left him by his own. i wonder how he feels. haiz. maybe i did a wrong choice to patch with yue min. i'm not sure, but dere's a feeling tat all good guys are walking pass mi and i never get to hold their hands. omg.. things are getting complicated. i feel tat one day i might get into touble not making the right choice. even if it is so, i still think that i will go on with my life for now. just like wat shogun tell mi. nothing is forever, believe in ur soul and cherish the time now. im glad he tell mi tat last night. hahs. i really appreciate it!.hahs.lucky i can still follow what my heart says. YUE MIN! i want to tell u this! i really love u and will cherish the tyme we hab together!..