finish reading my posts.Enjoy them lots. 2 months ago,i'm deeply in love with zhixiang and yuemin. but now?i dont love them.but i still hope they can be my friends. is always better to hab friends than enemy. hmm..dere is also a post for jere. i dont think he knows abt it. is writen in chinese. it says something like "why do u hab to cum into my life again?i tried so hard to forget u, and here u cum.again. trying to make my love life in a mess." hahas..TO JERE>tat's the past. i wrote tat cos i care for u. 2 months ago, i hope to recieve ur smses but dere's nothing. waited and waited. days after days. finally u msg mi. although i was very happy to recieve the msg, but it didn't last very long. i was confused!.i dont know whether i love u more or yuemin or zhixiang.In the end, i choose yuemin. i knew i shouldn't turn back. but i dont know. hahas. maybe thats the real mi. anyways, enuff of this. lols. yeps. read all the posts and love the old writing format. hahas. this is really great. how i wish all these nonsense never happened. lols. hmm...also get to know how much i cried for the past few months. LOTS man. almost everyday i cry. also dont know why. hahas. okays. i will learn to be strong. much much stronger than i am now!..