Got back my chinese O result hours ago. didn't do well. was shocked and angry and fear and sad and...none of these words can correctly describe my feeling at that point. infact, No word can describe it!..at least i'm awake now. I'm awake that all things goes the opposite way u planned. They always go the way u least wanted it to go. I'm "sad". but i don't feel like crying. it is just..just..sad. i bet no one will understand. let me rot den. haiz. after blogging, i need and must revise on my work. i dont wan to feel this way next year.