I still couldnt believe i had forced fed a rat! Oh man. I'm so cruel!! Now then i feel the pain. Just now when i was holding her, i swear i didnt feel much. But now, as i'm recalling, everything feels different! Btw, my rat's name is girl girl. And her number is 4. Hahs. Gonna kill or euthanize girl girl next week. Sad. And after that, we'll be getting mice. Another round of torturing. So not going to look forward to next week.

Nigel went dinner with his friends at china town. He asked mi to join, but too inconvenient for me. Tamp to china town.long trip. And also, i stink!! From all the pee and poo from girl girl. Cant face his friends like that. Will see how next week. So hungry now, but no one is eating with me!! Sob. Gonna tabao home.