22th Sept- Swimming
If its not today, i wouldn't have know how much i miss swimming. the feeling of water flowing, so refreshing, so cooling. hahs. how i hope i can sleep in water. lols. went to have mac for lunch!. FINALLY. i've been craving for mac for the past few days!. and YES. i get to eat it!!. lols. although its fattening. hees. borrowed a book from library. the book is cool. " A tale about the wicked stepmother." This book tells us the story behind being a wicked stepmother of snow white. in other words, what are the things or events happened that causes the stepmother to be wicked. this book is produced by disney press. gonna enjoy the book after reading my love story. hahs!.


21th Sept- Happy Birthday to Yin Wai aka Wai Wai
My lovely sister!. she is 19!. thought it would be a special day for her, but she didn't really feel that way. i'm happy that she is awake for mi to return home after work and sing birthday song to her.


20th Sept- Happy birthday to Avril ( my small cousin)
her parents booked 2 tables at jumbo seafood restaurant for their dear girl. Avril's first Birthday!. My mum and Her mum said she look totally like me when i was young. hahs. So cute. I'm not saying i'm cute, thats what the mummys say. hahs. The mum was like "if she can grow up to be like ah jie, she'll be damn pretty" hahas!. WHAHAHA. okay fine!. stop saying i'm pretty, just incase u feel like vomiting. lols. the dinner is good!. the rice, the fish, the crab. its all nice. but compare to the home cook food, its nothing. over at the restaurant, i felt so out of place!. step-grandma keep singing brithday song to avril. ITS NON-stop. i nearly want to laugh. if i was the child, i'll probably think that she is insane. lols. opps. I'M SO SORRY. shouldn't have say such things. anyway, the cake is picked by mi!. so pretty and nice. (:

family photo!

candid shot done by my sis.

This cake is super PRETTY. love it so much.

although the cake dont really taste that good.

AVRIL and her mummy.

19th Sept- Happy birthday to my grandma.

Didn't know her age. hahs. Went to bishan after work. My grandma has booked a singing studio for us to sing all we want. Its fun. located at a bomb shelter under the block. was quite sad as there isn't any reception down there. couldn't msg my dear friend. Anyway, the dinner there is good. HOME COOK FOOD. oh man. thats what i need most!. and they were YUMMY. if i have not eaten at 5pm, i could eat all the food that was there. lols. the KTV section is fun. except that i break my voice and sing out of tune. hahas!. my sis and aunty did a very good job. the sing and sing and sing. as if they were at the seventh month GE TAI. lols. But they bring the crowd to live. hahs. Return home around 11 plus. gonna sleep early to work the next day.

OH MAN. did i mention this cake is ultra, super, mega nice?!

U wont believe it untill u try it.

12th Sept ZOO trip- Johnathan, Rui You, Ernest, Shenda(brother), Yin Wai(sister) and ME!

it was fun. really. it has been 2 years since i last visit the zoo. Miss the animals there. especially the snakes!. hees. there is some changes here and there. Get to see new stuff. There is this kampong house located at the kids land. its nice. but scary at the same time. went there from morning till 4 plus. more than 6 hours inside. other than the weather, everything is good. Super hot that day. Glad that afiq and wahid didn't go. they might die from heat stroke. plus its fasting month. some photos to share.

did i tell u this bat produce red shit?! lols

At the kampong house.

yinjie, the elephant.

"monkeys have family problems too" quote from my sis.

Hahs! Went out with Wei Hao today. Oh Man. G FORCE is so nice!. thumbs up!.
so kawaii, cute, adorable, ke ai! hahas. its nice. (: i hope they have a second mission. can't wait to watch the second movie of G-force, only if the director decide to film it. hahs.
I didn't regret watching. And i'm glad i make a right choice. hahs.
After the movie, we walk from Plaza sing to ION ORCHARD! Amazing?! hahas. i simply love walking. and its fun to walk!. especially when u have someone fun to entertain u. lols.
overall, today is a great day. hmmm.... except to wait for daddy( weihao) for an hour. i'm glad that i have the patience to wait for him.
and today i make up my mind. i'm going to buy a bag next month. when i get my pay. Hope the bag is still there.
(:

王菀之 - 大笨钟

SEOUL GARDEN

Went to seoul garden after the last paper. finally can relax after so many days of struggling.
actually planned to watch final destination. but after much consideration, we would rather eat 3 hrs den to watch the movie. hahs.
Seoul garden is having this promotion. 3 for 1. 4 people for the price of 3. cool?
there is 5 of us that went. each person pay 11.30. SO CHEAP. however, the promotion is only for those who has the e-mail printed out.
sadly. its not for everyone.
lols. the lunch was good. we chat and joke all we can.
exams.... FORGET IT.
hahs.

LISA and ME

WEI HAO( daddy)

CHARLENE and DALSTON(twin brother)

Jelly lens

at first i didn't believe the effects of the jelly lens but now i do! The effect makes it look like i've been imagining TISSUE.

我好幸福哦！


原来这就是幸福。好久都没尝到这种滋味了。一家五口撑着旧报纸，在大雨下走着。幸福的气息在我们身边围绕着，就像童话故事一般，每个角色都沉浸在一样的梦境里。不知道是我多心了还是我觉得我们一家都非常珍惜那段路（或许只有我弟不那么认为）。真希望每天都能过得如此快乐。

刚读了一本书叫《改变世界的小小勇气》，真是一本感人肺腑的书。里头装满了很多的短篇故事，都在叙述他们的个人经历。或许你不经意的一句话能改变他人的一生，又或许是你认为不起眼的东西却是他人最珍贵的回忆。每一篇故事都有一段极为感人的意义（至少对我来说是）。由于每个人的生活体验都不同，不知道读完这本书的你会有什么想法。也是这本书让我有了让我想感谢父母的念头。

给妈妈的信：
不知道你还记不记得您送给我的第一份礼物是什么？或许你已经不记得了，毕竟这已经是八年前的事了。当时我还十岁，所谓的四年级，刚好就是小四的分流。茄子形状的钻石项链是你给我的勇气以及意志力，让我有能力面对分流极大的压力。当时我们还在旧家，记得那时我们生活并不是很富裕，那项链对于我们家根本就是一种奢侈。或许是我早熟吧，一眼就了解你辛辛苦苦省吃俭用换来的用意。我对我自己说：“我绝对不会让你失望的！”我应该没让你失望吧？严格来说是有吧。毕竟我曾经跨下海口说EM1难不倒我，但最后还是沦落到EM2。在这里我想感谢您！谢谢你不断的鼓励我，让我别灰心，有了现在的成绩（虽然还不是很理想）。

说不讨厌你是假的。相处了十九年（怀胎十个月），除了您了解我以外，我当然对你也了如指掌。对于你一些做法我会觉得有些不妥，就毫无尊敬的顶您的嘴。在这里我很诚心的像您道歉，对不起。也许daddy 就是喜欢你懂得容忍，每次吵架后，隔天你就会当什么事也没发生过，对我嬉皮笑脸的。有你这个母亲真好。

不知道你有没有后悔过嫁给老爸？老爸这一生作最对的事情就是娶了你。在我们陷入困境时，你做出了留在我们身边的决定。如果当时你离开，我们家现在会变成什么样子？即使你离开，我相信也没人敢在你背后说你闲话，因为有谁能不离不弃的呆在一个吃不饱，睡不暖的家呢？记得那年我才刚踏上中学的道路，爸爸就被裁员了。为了维持这个家，你和爸到处向亲戚朋友借钱，搞得和朋友的关系不好。雪球越滚越大，到最后以低价卖了房子，搬到现在住的地方。离开社会几年的你，还要硬着头帮人打工，还不时地被家婆（我婆婆）牵着鼻子走，就因为她帮你争取到工作的机会。年幼的我们不知道体谅您，成天惹一大堆祸，真对不起。当然，现在的我也很好胜，所以也希望你能宽容的面对我的错。

好啦，我希望未来的每一天我都能珍惜你的存在。

映洁启

Akmal and WaiEng's birthday celebration on Saturday

Went to Lisa's house to bake. But the fact is before mi and charlene even reach there, she is done with everything. The cake, The cup cakes, and muffins. LI HAI LOR. lols.
That day wasn't that good for mi, vomited twice.
"what happened?!"
eh. i think my body dont like the baking smell. so the cake, muffins all went out of my body once i step in the T3's toliet.
smashed chocolate cake + gastric juice. i think i more LI HAI. hahas.
the second time is mainly gastric juice and sweets. I ate skittles and it went out.
Arrgh!. hate it. so dirty.
Anyway, my friends wasn't affected. Went to have lunch at popeyes with charlene and lisa.
POPEYES FRIES ARE NICE.
hahas. free advertisment. But seirously, it is nice!. (:
ppl from poor family, dont worry, it is a fast food restaurant.

Quan Jia Fu without waieng(taking photo)
Yinjie, Akmal, Charlene, Lisa, Weiyang

Akmal, Charlene, Lisa, Weiyang, WaiEng

Its my turn to take photo.

As u can see, its for waieng. lols.

For Akmal!

Harry Potter Movie and Secondary gathering

Watched the movie. So nice!. so Funny.

Of cos, when it goes back to the book, not as expected.

(: Mei Guan xi. cos i had a good time looking at shuai ge. lols. Tom Felton(Draco Malfoy)!

Oh man. i didn't know tat he would grow up to be THIS HANDSOME. lols.

GALs, HE IS MINE!. hahas.

After the movie, went to had dinner at breeks.

They do serve GOOD FOOD. lols.

Photo taken at Breeks. (:

we had a little talk at the park near-by causeway. we sort of drive some couples away with out laughter. lols.

Overall, it was a nice outing. (:

johnathan, MeMe, YenSen, Wahid(BFF), Afiq(CUTIE), RuiYou, MingHong

Sport Shoe

Got a new pair of sport shoe last saturday.
Went out with Jeremy Ng Jia Wei. lols.
why is he so special(as in wrtie his full name)? cos he is my fiancee!
lols. shocking?joking luh. eh i mean he IS my fiancee but we are not together.
so this means i'm not attached.
Saturday is so fun. went to queensway shopping centre. shop for dont know how mani hours, and finally got a pair of shoe. the price is relatively reasonable.
60 bucks for a sport shoe is worth!.
jere help mi choose the colour. Got a purple one.
(: saturday's dating was fun!. lols

Quarantined

Ismail, classmate, got H1N1. A rare case as his H1N1 is not the early stage. Got hospitalized. My careperson recieved the notice and send the whole class back home. hmmmm. Shhh. i got something to say. Instead of going home, "we" went to MAC to have breakfast and time zone for games. lols. SHHHHH. dont say a thing. i'm not sure if i'll get sue for saying that. anyway, it is fun. first?no third time we actually go out to have so much fun. eh. Also, this quarantine also mean that we missed our Mgen test. Kind hearted ppl can please tell mi the questions that came out. hees. kidding luh. cos i already know whats coming out. KeKEKEk.. lols

Week 14

Killer week. so mani assignment, so mani tests, so mani quiz! This is why my nick is DEAD.
How can i still be alive facing all these?
i'm glad that fpath test is on week 16 and not 15.
ARRGH. today is wed. friday i've got 2 tests from the same subject, STUPID.
so mani things to READ. haiz. DEAD

Thursday!

No lesson today!.hahs. so happy. but so slack. facing my comp for more than 6hrs alrdy.
nothing much to do luh.
learnt how to sing 2 hokkien songs. so happy!. hees.
title. 一嘴干一杯 and 博杯. can go listen. its nice.

Sch Reopen

So many things happen throughout the week.
After sch reopen, i still have to deal with BRG stuff.
why can't this world be neutral? without those like and love stuff.
lols. its getting annoying.
workload starts to accumulate. still haven't start on my Fpath.

Got back my results but they are total disasters.
2As but borderline A and a Bplus.
Idiot!. i hate myself for getting that B which i'm NOT suppose to.
haiz. i think this is what i got for being over confidence.
another 2 more subjects to go. Aimm a pass will be good. and Biochem please let it be a A.
year 1 term test results were so much better!. why am i so lousy. should mian bi si guo awhile. haiz.

PAID INTERNET BILLS!
finally!. phew. after 1 week of no internet, i get to listen to FT Island songs!. hurray~.
SO MANI things happen last week that i need to post.
Firstly is 6/6/09( kannan's Birthday party) The food is so nice!!!. i ate 2 plates!! . can u imagine that? lols. nasibrani is way nicer than flavours'. hahs. not going to forget the taste. hees. i custom make a present for him!!. althought it is not perfect, but what matters the most is i MADE it for him. lols. PICTURES.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday

went out with my sister!. (:
hees. i forget what we did on monday, but i remember tuesday and wednesday we went back to studio haroobee to finish my sis drawing. The painting that she intend to send for UOB.
hees. gonna put up some photos on it. (:

Thursday
we(my sis and i) went to suntec.
printer cartriage no ink!. restock some. but the process of refilling is a disaster!. lols.
keeps leaking. and the ink level is never full. haiz. seems like i really need to buy original cartriage. lols.

KAWAII NEH!

UOB Painting.

Friday to Sunday
WORK. isetan burberry. ahh!. damn sian. it is NEVER busy there. so quiet. nothing to do seh. also, if i stand there do nothing, i get scolded. have to keep myself BUSY when there is NOTHING to do. PLUS PLUS PLUS. fulltimer take advantage of part timer to buy food. not once, not twice but thrice if needed. arrgh.! damn sian. lucky i get to rest 3 days before going back. if not i think i'll die from either too stress or too tired. hahs.

Financial Crisis AGAIN

muahahaha. every month sure have to go through this period. Surprisingly, its not at the end of the month but in the beginning. cool huh? I thought so too.
but its really terrible. last month no phone, now no internet. at library now. hahs.
IDIOTIC.
everything will go back to normal on monday. PAY DAY for daddy.
next week is going to be a super busy week . hahs.

yesterday and today went to help my sis with him UOB painting. sending it for competition. hees.
will upload a photo when i have a chance to. lols.

Time table for next week:

Monday : Yuhang
Tuesday: Kannan + WeiYang's bb celebration
Wed: Minds cafe + swimming
Thursday - Sunday: WORK
Following week: study on monday to friday and work on sat and sun. (:
COOL HUH. NO BREAK FOR 2 WEEKS.

EXAM OVER

MUAHAHAHAs. lols. five papers in a week! and POOF.. it has all ended.
(: bought kannan's birthday present alrdy. so cute!.
i spend lots of time on it. and the end product is really cute. will upload the photo tml!. (: can't post here. must give it to him first. hees.

Hope kannan will be touch. it is a ONE and ONLY gift. custom make by HO YIN JIE. lols.

鞋子

在这五年，我一共买了七双鞋子。有娇小可爱型，大方美丽，靴子，皮鞋，格式各样多样化的鞋类。它们各个都曾带给我欢笑和快乐。但是没有什么东西是天长地久的。

上了中一，买了第一双自己认为喜欢的款式。那是一双校鞋。粗大的鞋垫让我穿起来很不舒服。它不停的磨损我的脚背，有一次甚至割伤我。就在那一次，我终于了解自己不能再忍受下去，把鞋子扔了！

中三那年，我一共换了四双鞋。其实，在中二我已经对一双鞋情有独钟，但偏偏就不给它机会。换了三双，我才意识到自己又多么喜欢那靴子。终于，我买下它了！但或许我们没缘分吧，过了三个月它就不见了。因为还对它念念不忘，所以又拼命的去找！但是找到之后又发现靴子和我的个性不同。之后因为没办法搭配衣服，便让它离开我的视线。

中四毕业，和同学一同去了山东，中国。在那里看到了一双hellokitty的鞋，很可爱呢！买下它，开开心心的回国，甚至还穿着它参加了毕业典礼。过了两三个月，我渐渐的清醒，不再喜欢那双鞋，把它丢了。

上了初级学院，一切都不一样了。选择的方向宽大，变得更成熟。这时的我，认为自己需要一双鞋，便随便选择了它。它是一双凉鞋。很不起眼，但穿起来却很舒服。软软的鞋垫，让我以为自己根本没穿鞋。它不是高贵的代表，但却也不是乞丐的类型。看似很普通，但它却不是一般的凉鞋。在八个月里，我真的很开心。它带领着我走向未来。我因该知道总有一天鞋底是会磨坏的，就不该让它跟我抱起太大的希望。凉鞋终于磨损了，我无法以没事一样穿着它。最终，我放弃了。放弃了能够把它补好的可能。

Kinder JOY
Sometimes a kinder joy can make ur life better.
hees.
its a puzzle for mi. so cute!.
(:

Close up photo of the puzzle.

Chocolate is contained in the other half of the egg.

hahs.

My Fault

printer was drenched.
didn't close my window.
Gone.
Daddy scold.
Cry. ):
wan an.

Di- Stressed

Stress ah!! lols
ran wo go crazy yi xia.
can't concentrate in doing my biochem. so mani distractions.
and and and, my calculator broke down. spoil my mood luh.
haiz. so mani things happen today. sian!!.

):

Too Lousy?

Lecturer uploaded 2 best project works.
Took a look at it and i feel really sorry for my group.
the Wiki that they did was so wonderful, so flawless. But ours full of mistakes.
I didn't know what to say when i saw my wiki. are we too lousy? or was it just me?

Ning sent me the animated ppt she did. I compare it with mine and i think i don't belong to anywhere. Neither IT Nor science. So where should i go? haiz.
no talent, Nothing!. Better off dead?

是我太不知量力？还是我跟本不属于这个世界？

Guilt

It's over. however, i have this sense of guilt in my heart.
If clock can rewind, i'll not get together with him.
So much wonderful memories are all not going to meant anything to him/me.
Didn't have the mood to study. whole day just go to waste.
biochem 2 and MGEN couldn't get in my mind.
i was the one who ask for it. hmmm regret? nah. how i wish i've never started with him.
long commitment just isn't the right stuff for mi. Quite unfair for him though.
this relationship sounded like i'm cheating him. hahs. guess i'll be over this soon.
just let mi stone for this week. next week will be a better week. hahs. (:

cheers.

Measuring tape

Yesterday i went to work with my dad and i was really mad at myself. firstly for not helping him and secondly for not knowing how to read a tape measure. My dad work for Bestman Installation and Services. install paintings/photos is part of his job. This bungalow we went, at Lilac walk, needed dad to install a series of photographs on the wall. This is called collage. 9 photos to 1 wall. hard work. lots of measurement to be done and that is when i found myself useless. if his colleague wasn't sick, this job could be done within an hr. however, that day he took 1 1/2hr.. 30mins more. haiz. and this motivates mi to learn how to read a measuring tape. found this short clip on youtube. teaching ppl how to read a tape measure. ENJOY

KBox- Ehub!

wow. it has been such a long time since i go kbox with my cousins. hees.
1 whole big family!. lols. nothing much to say.....

Financial Status

-POSB Bank left $14.60
-Wallet : $7
-Saving/piggy bank: $0

NOW equals to bankrupt!!Not working so next month won't have extra income.
oh man. didn't know that i'm so poor UNTILL NOW. haiz.
i realy think i SHOULD do something abt planning my money, although the outcome will still be the same, BANKRUPT. but at least i can last longer.
(: END

爱色



Simply love this song!however i can't find the original singer. Sorry!. (:

EPISODE 21 《花样男子》!

I need this episode ASAP!. okay i admit that i'm HOOKED to this korean show. can't live without it!!!. oh man! it is simply too NICE to watch.. how i hope i've never click on to the 1st episode of this series.

lols. okay i'm crazy!

yasumi-nasai!

13th March FRIDAY

went to Yu hang's BBQ. hmmm okay la. its quite boring since we(cheng and me) didn't know many ppl there. nothing to talk to mah. lols.


11th March Results

Recieve it through SMS. not fantastic AT ALL. GPA worst than last sem. suan le.
not going to say much.


4th March PARTY WORLD

Went to party world with Charlene, Yang, Hao, Wai Eng and Lisa. hees had a great time there.
although i feel that i keep holding on to the mic. abit too much.
hahas. watever! its the past!. lol. after that went to fast east! shop shop shop but none bought a thing. subway for dinner! hees. that day i wasted $40 bucks altogether. lols.

2nd March Party world

woodlands. enjoyable (: