31 March

After work went out with Kk and tzeyang.
had a goog time with them. Oh man. I miss the good old times!.
hahs. FUN FUN FUN!

Oh man. I think yang looks super good in blazer and trenchcoat. He has the "business man" looks. hahs. KK dont have that look!. so even if he's carrying LV, ppl will still think its FAKE. hahs.

2nd April

Broke my voicebox. Can't even say hello. lols. spend 40 dollars. doctor gave me amorphil, lozenges, cough syrup and pills for phelgm and swelling. i guess the medicine is not strong enough. After a day still not recovering. will be voiceless for these few days. Wont be working till tues, 6 april. Wanted to go out with hubby on Mon. but didn't know what to do. so haven't ask him out. hahs. I guess i'm too free, had been thinking alot about Nigel and Me. i feel the distance between us. When i'm confused, he don't seem to be able to give the right answer. Likewise, when he's in trouble and need someone to be there, i dont seem to know what he wants, what he need. People say " love can overcome anything" i wonder is that true? Maybe sometimes love is not everything. hahs. KK say i like to complicate stuff. Which is true. VERY true. i love to add 10 problems to that 1 problem which can be solved easily. this is me! hmmm. i believe we belong to the different universe, he's from Mars and i'm from venus!. hahas. Not funny. just feel that there is this super huge gap inbetween us. He seem to be someone who is so high up and i'm just a normal human being. Guess i'm not the right one for him. ):