鞋子
在这五年，我一共买了七双鞋子。有娇小可爱型，大方美丽，靴子，皮鞋，格式各样多样化的鞋类。它们各个都曾带给我欢笑和快乐。但是没有什么东西是天长地久的。
上了中一，买了第一双自己认为喜欢的款式。那是一双校鞋。粗大的鞋垫让我穿起来很不舒服。它不停的磨损我的脚背，有一次甚至割伤我。就在那一次，我终于了解自己不能再忍受下去，把鞋子扔了！
中三那年，我一共换了四双鞋。其实，在中二我已经对一双鞋情有独钟，但偏偏就不给它机会。换了三双，我才意识到自己又多么喜欢那靴子。终于，我买下它了！但或许我们没缘分吧，过了三个月它就不见了。因为还对它念念不忘，所以又拼命的去找！但是找到之后又发现靴子和我的个性不同。之后因为没办法搭配衣服，便让它离开我的视线。
中四毕业，和同学一同去了山东，中国。在那里看到了一双hellokitty的鞋，很可爱呢！买下它，开开心心的回国，甚至还穿着它参加了毕业典礼。过了两三个月，我渐渐的清醒，不再喜欢那双鞋，把它丢了。
上了初级学院，一切都不一样了。选择的方向宽大，变得更成熟。这时的我，认为自己需要一双鞋，便随便选择了它。它是一双凉鞋。很不起眼，但穿起来却很舒服。软软的鞋垫，让我以为自己根本没穿鞋。它不是高贵的代表，但却也不是乞丐的类型。看似很普通，但它却不是一般的凉鞋。在八个月里，我真的很开心。它带领着我走向未来。我因该知道总有一天鞋底是会磨坏的，就不该让它跟我抱起太大的希望。凉鞋终于磨损了，我无法以没事一样穿着它。最终，我放弃了。放弃了能够把它补好的可能。
Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Too Lousy?
Lecturer uploaded 2 best project works.
Took a look at it and i feel really sorry for my group.
the Wiki that they did was so wonderful, so flawless. But ours full of mistakes.
I didn't know what to say when i saw my wiki. are we too lousy? or was it just me?
Ning sent me the animated ppt she did. I compare it with mine and i think i don't belong to anywhere. Neither IT Nor science. So where should i go? haiz.
no talent, Nothing!. Better off dead?
是我太不知量力？还是我跟本不属于这个世界？
Lecturer uploaded 2 best project works.
Took a look at it and i feel really sorry for my group.
the Wiki that they did was so wonderful, so flawless. But ours full of mistakes.
I didn't know what to say when i saw my wiki. are we too lousy? or was it just me?
Ning sent me the animated ppt she did. I compare it with mine and i think i don't belong to anywhere. Neither IT Nor science. So where should i go? haiz.
no talent, Nothing!. Better off dead?
是我太不知量力？还是我跟本不属于这个世界？
Monday, April 27, 2009
Guilt
It's over. however, i have this sense of guilt in my heart.
If clock can rewind, i'll not get together with him.
So much wonderful memories are all not going to meant anything to him/me.
Didn't have the mood to study. whole day just go to waste.
biochem 2 and MGEN couldn't get in my mind.
i was the one who ask for it. hmmm regret? nah. how i wish i've never started with him.
long commitment just isn't the right stuff for mi. Quite unfair for him though.
this relationship sounded like i'm cheating him. hahs. guess i'll be over this soon.
just let mi stone for this week. next week will be a better week. hahs. (:
cheers.
It's over. however, i have this sense of guilt in my heart.
If clock can rewind, i'll not get together with him.
So much wonderful memories are all not going to meant anything to him/me.
Didn't have the mood to study. whole day just go to waste.
biochem 2 and MGEN couldn't get in my mind.
i was the one who ask for it. hmmm regret? nah. how i wish i've never started with him.
long commitment just isn't the right stuff for mi. Quite unfair for him though.
this relationship sounded like i'm cheating him. hahs. guess i'll be over this soon.
just let mi stone for this week. next week will be a better week. hahs. (:
cheers.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Measuring tape
Yesterday i went to work with my dad and i was really mad at myself. firstly for not helping him and secondly for not knowing how to read a tape measure. My dad work for Bestman Installation and Services. install paintings/photos is part of his job. This bungalow we went, at Lilac walk, needed dad to install a series of photographs on the wall. This is called collage. 9 photos to 1 wall. hard work. lots of measurement to be done and that is when i found myself useless. if his colleague wasn't sick, this job could be done within an hr. however, that day he took 1 1/2hr.. 30mins more. haiz. and this motivates mi to learn how to read a measuring tape. found this short clip on youtube. teaching ppl how to read a tape measure. ENJOY
Yesterday i went to work with my dad and i was really mad at myself. firstly for not helping him and secondly for not knowing how to read a tape measure. My dad work for Bestman Installation and Services. install paintings/photos is part of his job. This bungalow we went, at Lilac walk, needed dad to install a series of photographs on the wall. This is called collage. 9 photos to 1 wall. hard work. lots of measurement to be done and that is when i found myself useless. if his colleague wasn't sick, this job could be done within an hr. however, that day he took 1 1/2hr.. 30mins more. haiz. and this motivates mi to learn how to read a measuring tape. found this short clip on youtube. teaching ppl how to read a tape measure. ENJOY
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Financial Status
-POSB Bank left $14.60
-Wallet : $7
-Saving/piggy bank: $0
NOW equals to bankrupt!!Not working so next month won't have extra income.
oh man. didn't know that i'm so poor UNTILL NOW. haiz.
i realy think i SHOULD do something abt planning my money, although the outcome will still be the same, BANKRUPT. but at least i can last longer.
(: END
-POSB Bank left $14.60
-Wallet : $7
-Saving/piggy bank: $0
NOW equals to bankrupt!!Not working so next month won't have extra income.
oh man. didn't know that i'm so poor UNTILL NOW. haiz.
i realy think i SHOULD do something abt planning my money, although the outcome will still be the same, BANKRUPT. but at least i can last longer.
(: END
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
13th March FRIDAY
went to Yu hang's BBQ. hmmm okay la. its quite boring since we(cheng and me) didn't know many ppl there. nothing to talk to mah. lols.
11th March Results
Recieve it through SMS. not fantastic AT ALL. GPA worst than last sem. suan le.
not going to say much.
4th March PARTY WORLD
Went to party world with Charlene, Yang, Hao, Wai Eng and Lisa. hees had a great time there.
although i feel that i keep holding on to the mic. abit too much.
hahas. watever! its the past!. lol. after that went to fast east! shop shop shop but none bought a thing. subway for dinner! hees. that day i wasted $40 bucks altogether. lols.
2nd March Party world
woodlands. enjoyable (:
went to Yu hang's BBQ. hmmm okay la. its quite boring since we(cheng and me) didn't know many ppl there. nothing to talk to mah. lols.
11th March Results
Recieve it through SMS. not fantastic AT ALL. GPA worst than last sem. suan le.
not going to say much.
4th March PARTY WORLD
Went to party world with Charlene, Yang, Hao, Wai Eng and Lisa. hees had a great time there.
although i feel that i keep holding on to the mic. abit too much.
hahas. watever! its the past!. lol. after that went to fast east! shop shop shop but none bought a thing. subway for dinner! hees. that day i wasted $40 bucks altogether. lols.
2nd March Party world
woodlands. enjoyable (:
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Parents and brother
Can anyone please tell mi the role of a mother and father?Imagine, if u recieve a call from ur daughter saying your children are shouting and screaming and fighting at home, what will u do?
A) Stay at your friend's house and continue the mahjong although u have a choice of asking your friend to help you awhile while you are away.( 10mins walk to your house)
B)Come back to prevent your kids from hurting each other.
C)You are doing nothing at your friend's house, but you do not want to return home despite the call.
Option A describe my dad's scenerio and option C describe my mum's.
DEAR READER. do you call them mum and dad? i'm very sorry to tell u that i'm very disappointed with them. i dont wish/ hope both to come back but at least 1?? i don't think i'm asking too much. The fact is my brother and sister are quarrelling AND fighting. brother cried after i scolded him. Oh man. now we didn't even talk to each other. if dad and/or mum were/was here i think we wouldn't even be in this stage. We need someone to be mediator. At least someone who has a neutral stand. THEY are not here. LIARS. called to say daddy is coming back but.... haiz. why lie when you know that dad isn't going to give up his mahjong seat for a min?
Can anyone please tell mi the role of a mother and father?Imagine, if u recieve a call from ur daughter saying your children are shouting and screaming and fighting at home, what will u do?
A) Stay at your friend's house and continue the mahjong although u have a choice of asking your friend to help you awhile while you are away.( 10mins walk to your house)
B)Come back to prevent your kids from hurting each other.
C)You are doing nothing at your friend's house, but you do not want to return home despite the call.
Option A describe my dad's scenerio and option C describe my mum's.
DEAR READER. do you call them mum and dad? i'm very sorry to tell u that i'm very disappointed with them. i dont wish/ hope both to come back but at least 1?? i don't think i'm asking too much. The fact is my brother and sister are quarrelling AND fighting. brother cried after i scolded him. Oh man. now we didn't even talk to each other. if dad and/or mum were/was here i think we wouldn't even be in this stage. We need someone to be mediator. At least someone who has a neutral stand. THEY are not here. LIARS. called to say daddy is coming back but.... haiz. why lie when you know that dad isn't going to give up his mahjong seat for a min?
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Innocent Children
Story goes like this....
i was playing mahjong with my cousins and they just stood there watching. tell mi am i god? i know that they want to play? after that my brother said that after this round, u all four stand up. the other four sit. But i've barely Seated there for 30mins!so i just said. "we came first leh. No reason for us to go, Outside have 1 more table go out play."
My brother was there with them and he told mi everything they said.
wonderful kids. and 1 teenage. i'm so PROUD to have them as a friend last time.
"your sister change alrdy. last time she is so caring and friendly but now she treated us like that."TELL MI PLEASE HOW I TREATED YOU?firstly u stood there not saying anything. i'm god huh? i know exactly what u are thinking and "I want to play mahjong" was 1 of them. ass.
Next. "if your sister ever scold me, i'll make sure i call my gang down." this is addressed to my brother. i'm so happy to be once your friend. last night u look so happy and friendly when singing and talking to me. Now you saying this. Oh man. i'm so proud of you. anyway, I know your biao ge. and guess what. i think my friends are so much more than yours.!. chill chill chill.
i need to calm down. tml is my presentation and now i'm so worked up with this grp of bastards. i NEED TO CHILL. if not tml i think i won't beable to perform at best. lols.
(:
Story goes like this....
i was playing mahjong with my cousins and they just stood there watching. tell mi am i god? i know that they want to play? after that my brother said that after this round, u all four stand up. the other four sit. But i've barely Seated there for 30mins!so i just said. "we came first leh. No reason for us to go, Outside have 1 more table go out play."
My brother was there with them and he told mi everything they said.
wonderful kids. and 1 teenage. i'm so PROUD to have them as a friend last time.
"your sister change alrdy. last time she is so caring and friendly but now she treated us like that."TELL MI PLEASE HOW I TREATED YOU?firstly u stood there not saying anything. i'm god huh? i know exactly what u are thinking and "I want to play mahjong" was 1 of them. ass.
Next. "if your sister ever scold me, i'll make sure i call my gang down." this is addressed to my brother. i'm so happy to be once your friend. last night u look so happy and friendly when singing and talking to me. Now you saying this. Oh man. i'm so proud of you. anyway, I know your biao ge. and guess what. i think my friends are so much more than yours.!. chill chill chill.
i need to calm down. tml is my presentation and now i'm so worked up with this grp of bastards. i NEED TO CHILL. if not tml i think i won't beable to perform at best. lols.
(:
Friday, January 30, 2009
Chinese New Year!
nothing much just go around bai nian!(:
Siblings. cheers
Daddy and Mummy!
my purple flower dress. nice?
Wei Hao biao ge.
My sis!
Wei Qiang Biao di. Oh man!. he's so cute. i stare at him for more than 2mins when i first saw him. He grow up to be such a handsome guy!.. "dripping"
Wei Jie. Ah fat.
Mummy and him. lols.
Our Chu Yi's siblings photo.
Nice? my blue and orange dress. lols.
Opps i simply love myself too much!
nothing much just go around bai nian!(:
Siblings. cheers
Daddy and Mummy!
my purple flower dress. nice?
Wei Hao biao ge.
My sis!
Wei Qiang Biao di. Oh man!. he's so cute. i stare at him for more than 2mins when i first saw him. He grow up to be such a handsome guy!.. "dripping"
Wei Jie. Ah fat.
Mummy and him. lols.
Our Chu Yi's siblings photo.
Nice? my blue and orange dress. lols.
Opps i simply love myself too much!Sunday, January 25, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
USELESS
Yesterday had the cellbio presentation. I SUCK TO THE CORE.
i was in-charge of meiosis and Paul Cheong asked a question on meiosis.
I thought i remember it. BUT I DON'T. i kind of blank out and say things that are TOTALLY WRONG!.
haiz. lucky my grp mate come to my rescue. lols. i think i suck totally.
I hope that dont affect much.
(: nothing much alrdy.
Tml mark the sixth months. hurray!. lols
Yesterday had the cellbio presentation. I SUCK TO THE CORE.
i was in-charge of meiosis and Paul Cheong asked a question on meiosis.
I thought i remember it. BUT I DON'T. i kind of blank out and say things that are TOTALLY WRONG!.
haiz. lucky my grp mate come to my rescue. lols. i think i suck totally.
I hope that dont affect much.
(: nothing much alrdy.
Tml mark the sixth months. hurray!. lols
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Hees. On friday Cheng came to my sch!. TP!.so fun so fun!.
the purpose is to get his blood tested. which blood type he belongs to. B!. cool.
i'm AB. Biomedical science have this interesting try out that is available at their booth. was to interesting. Unlike biotechnology. Boring. anyway, the enlarged insect are so disgusting!. Nearly vomited. lols.
Enough of the disgusting stuff. FUN TIME.
cheng treated mi to pasta mania. hees.
My FAV cream pasta is served before me.
WOW. its still as delicious as it always is. so nice so nice.
Walk pass swensens, the waiter gave cheng the balloon!.
SO UNFAIR. i'm a gal, i should get it. why is it him?!? HUMPH.
but in the end, i got it. and its still in my hus!. hahas!.
gals always win with puppy eyes. (:
was having so much fun with the balloon!. hees.
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Sweet and loving huh?! Hees. jealous??
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lols. dont say he's childish k? i force him to!. lols.
wei hao!
the purpose is to get his blood tested. which blood type he belongs to. B!. cool.
i'm AB. Biomedical science have this interesting try out that is available at their booth. was to interesting. Unlike biotechnology. Boring. anyway, the enlarged insect are so disgusting!. Nearly vomited. lols.
Enough of the disgusting stuff. FUN TIME.
cheng treated mi to pasta mania. hees.
My FAV cream pasta is served before me.
WOW. its still as delicious as it always is. so nice so nice.
Walk pass swensens, the waiter gave cheng the balloon!.
SO UNFAIR. i'm a gal, i should get it. why is it him?!? HUMPH.
but in the end, i got it. and its still in my hus!. hahas!.
gals always win with puppy eyes. (:
was having so much fun with the balloon!. hees.
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Sweet and loving huh?! Hees. jealous??.jpg)
lols. dont say he's childish k? i force him to!. lols.You know what's the best thing to do during lecture break? Photos!.
but i onli took 1 photo. lols
wei hao!
ASSUME(S)
i don't understand why do you always assume assume assume that i was in the wrong?!
"Can you please stop embarassing your brother in public?" OH PLEASE. can you please tell me what i did?
All i do was saying" don't want". and Through his stupid explanation, u scolded me for NOTHING.
tao yan tao yan tao yan!!!. really dont like u!. sob...
i don't understand why do you always assume assume assume that i was in the wrong?!
"Can you please stop embarassing your brother in public?" OH PLEASE. can you please tell me what i did?
All i do was saying" don't want". and Through his stupid explanation, u scolded me for NOTHING.
tao yan tao yan tao yan!!!. really dont like u!. sob...
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Salsa Night
The first dance was given to Gary. hahs. it was so embarrassing! he did so mani stuns, but i can catch none of it! lols. things started to get better after the first dance. second, third and subsequent ones were good!. Richard,salsa instructor, taught me afew moves that can attract the audience. wow. interesting. Salsa is a dance whereby the girl will follow how the guy lead. Stuns are all introduced by the guy and gals just need to focus. how interesting the dance goes fully depends on the guy. However, the gals must be able to know what the guy is doing inorder to let the dance flow. oh man!. i had SO MUCH fun yesterday night. it was amazing! i didn't know that it could be this fun. lols. anyway, i signed up for salsa beginner 2. (: hurry. starting on every wed, 7pm to 8pm. hees. going to look forward to that!. hees.
Salsa RAWKS!
The first dance was given to Gary. hahs. it was so embarrassing! he did so mani stuns, but i can catch none of it! lols. things started to get better after the first dance. second, third and subsequent ones were good!. Richard,salsa instructor, taught me afew moves that can attract the audience. wow. interesting. Salsa is a dance whereby the girl will follow how the guy lead. Stuns are all introduced by the guy and gals just need to focus. how interesting the dance goes fully depends on the guy. However, the gals must be able to know what the guy is doing inorder to let the dance flow. oh man!. i had SO MUCH fun yesterday night. it was amazing! i didn't know that it could be this fun. lols. anyway, i signed up for salsa beginner 2. (: hurry. starting on every wed, 7pm to 8pm. hees. going to look forward to that!. hees.
Salsa RAWKS!
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